Okok counting down now i still left 1 more day ju leave singapore liao...
I'm going to be the flag bearer leh whahaha... So excited sia and kinda scare also lol
Have been training real hard for the match hope i can do well lor tat's wad i hope so...
So pray for me and cheer for singapore tat we will do well lor haha...

So yup tat's all liao la time to go for my training again haha...
1 more thing before i forget BLCC de 20th concert so wan buy ticket de pm me or call me 97579335... Thanks for ur support lol

Lalala~~

I'm the champion for the under 17 de whaha...
Well all i can say is it was a tough fough lor...
After the match i was like jelly liao haha cause the match last for 1h30min so yup of coz my leg is dammn tired haha lol...

Counting down now i left around 3days more and i'm leaving singapore for thiland so guys please cheer for me and singapore tat we will do well for the tourment haha...
Ok la blog liao very tired now need to rest bb

A FIGHTER IN BADMINTON... WILL NEVER GIVE UP UNLESS THE SHUTTLE TOUCH THE GROUND ROAR!!!

30 november 2007

The day i left teleplan the feeling is more sad than losing a stead... After working at teleplan i have develop feeling for the company already haiz wad can is said nothing but i really enjoy working there..

Ok no more work liao... Focus on my training for the match at thiland so will be going to the gym dammn often time to train back my speed and stamia...
Actually i dont really have high hope for the match cause i know i will kanna trash as i'm like shit... Haiz~ sad lah never mind lor jus go there have some exp nia better than none haha so wish me luck lor haha... Someone also say will miss me leh haha dont know who sia haha...

Aiya dont know wad to blog liao time to go training at HOME haha pro leh lol...

Hainz~
Long time never blog liao... Cause need to settle office the thing cause this friday 30th is my last day liao... And i had interview alot of people liao only 2 out of 18 is up to my standerd cause 1 guy gt 4 yrs of working exp in IT and yup i call him to come tmr to look look see see... Seriously i really dont wan to leave tat office so soon cause high pay high pos for my age although very stress and no time go pei my friend go out most important NO TIME TO PLAY POOL LAH...

I wan to play pool leh who can accompany me leh... Aiya dont know lah wad i know is tat faster pass all my work to tat guy and i'm free no more burden liao haha... Anyway they going to give me a farewell party for working so hard in the office haha... I know i know i very hardworking de haha...

Aiya dont know wad to say liao leaving singapore to thiland for badminton for 1 week and i really still dont believe tat i'm playing for singapore OMG is this a dream or wad COME ON MAN i think i'm still in my lala land hahah...

OK gtg liao haben settle my work yet so tata...

COUNTING DOWN NOW....

In another 6 more days and i'm out of teleplan liao... Haiz
Kinda sad leh... Although i work there for almost a month liao but at there i make alot of new friends and some of the BIG SHOT people...

Really been busy with work this few day's... Aiya dont know wad to wirte liao so tata

9 day's have past quickly... I really not use to the kind of life w/o Jie

Finally understand wad's life about is either u die or i die that's life finally understood...
Left 10 days more and i'm out of the company liao...
In this few weeks learn alot of things from mattew, ah wu and ah dan i really learn alot of things from u all esepically IT stuff which i can never ever learn all this at school de haha....

Blcc concert coming soon liao wor... If wan to buy ticket u can either call my hp 97579335 or tag in my blog hope to see u there lol...

Haiz though we cant be together anymore

But my love for u is still the same

No change at all

Wad's the point of saying all this when i cant reverse the time

All i can say is let time heal my wound

But 4 months have past liao my feeling have not changed at all

Haiz...

TA MA DE

U DAMMN NOISEY LAH

CAN SHUT UR TRAP UP MAH

STAY IN THIS FAMILY DAMMN SWAY

I SICK U ALSO WAN KIAO BEI

FUCK OFF LAH

NA BEI CHEE BYE

--[4th ASEAN Para Games]-- Nv would i dream of representing my own country... Life will b very different from nw....

Ya i changed alot i know... I may be guai kia infront of u but pai kia outside i know i betrayed u...
No matter wad is say now is no use anymore... U think i'm happy to be a pai kia NO i dont... I create trouble ya i did but i never gave u any trouble cause i dont wan u to worry for me...
I learnt alot from u all this while in ur eyes i have not changed at all... U think tat i never try at all at i'm wasting ur time and effort... I'm sorry if i have waste ur time and effort...
Ya i'm born for nothing wad i know is give trouble, fight with people can mah happy mah...
As unlce say we are not born for thing we have something special in us it jus that we need time to find it out...
Ever since i know u i ask myself can i turn back to real me should i trust u... Should i tell u everything about me... That's my first thought when i become ur gan-di in the end looks like no one can change me at ALL NO ONE...

To Jie: I really never regret u as my jie i highly respect u alot u taught me alot of things which i cant learn in school... U are the first one to make me take a huge step from the old me... Without u i'm really nothing at all i will be still in the well forever... Everything tat i say now i from the bottom of my heart... I really wish that u can still be my jie but now it's over already...

YOU YOU YOU YOU~~~
You tell me lah wad have i done wrong to deserve this kind of fucking attitude KNN...
All i can say is i really dont know wad have i done to make u so angry i really dont know u should know how busy am i working... I have been trying real hard to fine time to pei u liao u also know my working hrs and position...
Aiya no mood to blog liao ar BLOODY HELL BLOODY SHIT U MAN....

Lalalala~~~
Back to blog liao whaha... Today leh take half day leave for wad actually nothing haha jus take for fun lor lol...
Really busy with my work it's like almost everyday there will be a meeting until cant tahan liao lor will go kuku... U think u BIG BOSS I SCARE U AR bloody shit u
Tuesday went to shangerela (dont know how to spell haha) reach there around 10+ to set up all the thing... When the big boss come liao than say wad kind of projecter is that the he say change i was like WTF when can i find it in such a short time than bo bian lor take cab to sim lim square lol... Than reach there liao he ask for a laser pointer than i pass him wo de than he say wad kind of rubbish is that and he ask me to and buy and i go back to sim lim square again KNN... Make me go here go there... Next time u wan come bring ur own thing lah idiot ang mao -_-

When meeting ended the big big boss praise me wor say i very good whaha so happy hehe he say keep up the good work whahaha so happy leh... I think my pay going to increase again haha... Currently my pay for 1 month is $2400 alot leh haha... Than they ask me to extend one more month maybe i will extend maybe not muz see whether i can make it anot mah lol....

Than tomorrow leh no work can rest at home finally wor wan to rest sia... Use to much of my brain until become smarter haha.... Seriously dont know whether wan to go out anot cause qiqi tomorrow gt work than ah jie like no mood aiya i also dont know lah... If they cant make it maybe will ask kian go wif me since that rabbit no more work liao haha...

Nothing to say liao... Later still gt work haben finish today gt 20 slot come in need to settle by tonight and need to send it to 4 different counrty maybe i move my house to the office liao haha...

Ok cant say anymore liao if not really cant finish my work bb...

Ok finally got time to sit on my wonderful and beatiful computer chair and i'm really missing it alot haha... Back to the crappy me liao haha lol...
So far so good went to work almost everyday liao haha... Wan to earn 1 million b4 25 -_- i know i'm kinda lame haha...
Anyway i go dye me hair liao haha... Okok lor man nice de hehe
Finally i and her become friend liao which is a good thing to me haha... Although we cant be stead or wad at least we are still friend right haha... Growing mature day by day hope so... Sunday went to my family gathering and OMG... My cousine older than me by 1 year still act like a kid and i was like -_-"
Freak me out lor haha... I know is kinda bad to say abt him like tat but it was all true de lor... Yesh forget it think liao make me wan to puke haha....

Hmmm i think blog to here liao bah... Starting to miss the days i had with my friend after sch go arena or k-pool play pool haiz... Sad now all of us had our own thing need to do liao lor... Haiz

Heard that mr's bay is leaving hkss soon liao... Happy for them but sad for us honest speaking althought i hate her to the core but she really build up hkss de name everybody think that our sch is a gangster sch blah blah blah... But without her help our sch really sux that's all i wan to say liao lah...

Need to go rest cause tomorrow working sob sob.... I WAN PLAY POOL

Aiyo yo... Really dammn long never blog liao haizz..
Pai seh busy working mah... Cant really have a good night slp sob sob soon or later i going to become panda bear liao haha...
Hmmm actually i also dont know wad to blog liao jus know that i very busy for the past fews weeks and no time for me to go out and enjoy sob sob i'm so sad and tired i wan go ja lan ja lan....
So wont be seeing me on9 or blogging for very long due to work lor so dont miss me hor haha....
I think thats for all liao lah... Wan to replensh my energy cause tomorrow also got work haizzz....
Sian ahhhh....

Tata...

Haiz~~

So long never blog liao... Kinda miss the day at hong kah sec already cant make teacher angry anymore liao... No more fun, no more di siao people days, no more throwing fork spoon and foods during recess liao... Haiz so many things cant to with my class liao kinda sad...
Although alot of clashs between chinese and malay but in the end we are still friends... So fast leaving school liao.. Also dont know wad to do lor secondary school is the best cause u will know wad's true friendship when u in trouble they will chiong wif u no matter wad... When u lonely or bored they will try to cheer u up all this u can never find it in primary school that's wad i know...

Sat leh when PS with kian.hua,vin and mrs grace our school counsellor as this is our last year in school she treat us go eat swensen and it cost her S$205 for 6 perosn we all was like open mouth haha... Than she say never mind cause next time cant see us liao all go other place liao...
After mum mum when to play maximum tune haha long time never play liao... Than ju blah blah walk walk than i go home first than ju like that for the day...

Sun went co with my pig nuer cause she play dizi de so ask her go as wad daryl wants so when there liao... Intro james to her and her lesson begin.... After co she went home me, kenneth and shifu went boon lay market have our lunch than blah blah blah kenneth waiting for eugne than after awhile i ju go liao lor...Than ju went home went out go eat than at night ah jie cook japanese curry rice and salmon sushi haha... Than eat liao ju go home play comp so that's for sunday...

Today 9.30am wake up getting ready to go for work haha... Actually not getting ready that is a excuse only to play comp haha... Later work start at 3 and end at 11pm than i think only like this la... Nothing to say liao wan go play comp liao whaha....

Seriously i kinda miss u when u went to hongkong for 1 week

haha...Omg i start to miss u liao haha

Stupid apple head...

Yes Yes Yes Yessssssssssssss~~~~
I'm free finally from wad ah i also dont know leh jus feel really dammn happy for today haha...
Today i kind heart 6.30am wake up jus to meet huiqi and pass her the calculator than reach home liao i try to sleep but jus cant so bo bian lor first time on the comp so early than play until 11.30 go meet huiqi cause she pei me go jp to meet "her"... On the way to take bus say lifa, jingzhu and kelvin... Than lifa, kelvin and huiqi acc me to jp while waiting for the "friendly girl" we walk walk than walk liao went to TOILET to meet her lol... First time meet ppl at toilet de haha... Than ok lor went to toilet there liao went inside cant find her so went to the gents than come out of the toilet liao she ask me to meet her at there sasa there than she very big sia let us wait for her she think she wad big ah lol.... Saw her liao her first word is " long time no see" lol... Than take she ju scram away lol....

After she scram liao the 4 of us was like at mac slack than told them i 1.15 need to go cause i got exam than ok lor... While walking to the bus stop hungry liao and for my whole life this is my first time eat cup noodle at 7-11 haha.... Eat liao take bus to school nearly cant go in cause nearly late but dont have la heng sia left 1 more min ju late liao lol... Than paper start liao do only 45min ju sleep cause the paper dammn hell easy lor... Than after that ju went home slp haha...

So that's rougly for today and 1 more think i going to dye my hair soon liao haha...

Hey hey notice anything... Yup my blogskin had been changed and all is done by jie thanks ah jie haha...
Haiz tomorrow is my last day at hong kah liao kinda miss it sia... All my memory start from there whethere is it good or bad haha...
Anyway never mind muz look from the bride side... New friends haha and new girl also haha...

Alot of u all have been asking me y i so long never on9 liao cause my comp was down and now is ok liao whaha...
Huiqi and jie told me to change for my blog link but very de ma fan lor so still thinking whether wan to change link lol...

Aiya so long never write blog liao i also dont know wad to write about maybe tomorrow haha something interesting haha...

Ok the time now is 0915am and i'm now at school using comp from 8 am until now lol...
LOL... Y am i saying all this haha so long never blog liao cause of exam and personnal thing... Really thanks to huiqi and xinyi cause they keep on telling me not to care about her cause she really dammn filrt so fast find a stead liao... Or should i listen to them go for the HWCI de but i dont know leh... Dont wan to go in relationship so fast later i kanna break down again very tired de leh... Anyway leaving hong kah very soon liao maybe going to poly lor haha if result dammn sux i than go ITE by right my result can go poly haha... Go SP find daryl haha hope he still there lol...

Wont be using computer for a long long long time cause my comp break down liao do project until the comp ki siao liao haha and playing game also haha...
Than jingxuan have been working at m mart for about 1 week liao and i have been her so call teacher for 1 week also... She hor really not stable sia small thing call me hope she will learn somethings lor and she better come back to work after her exam if she dont come back i will go her house and hunt her down haha....

I think that's all for this few weeks bah i think so other than that is nothing special liao... Erm huiqi pai seh hor everytime say about her u know who i talking de la haha... I really never regret u to be my mei and ur jie as my jie... Aiyo y am i saying all this thing haha ki siao liao haha...
Aiya cher kb already need to go liao lol...

Study Study and Study has been study for this few weeks and my head is getting bigger and bigger already going to explode already lol...
Yesterday went jp with xinyi, huiyan, yangxin and who ah forget already lol.... Promise xinyi went to pei her go jp eat subway than ok lor since nothing better to do also haha...
On the bus all like crazy kid wor playing on the bus haha....

Reach liao eat and eat than distrube people haha....Than xinyi hor really dont know how to say her sia.... At there burb i was stunt liao haha cant she be more lady like omg somemore is public lor... Anyway nvm really dammn funny lor...

After eating went to dont know wad shop la but i know is at 3 floor haha.... Go pierce ear haha....
Is funny de lor at there still cant decide wan or dont wan in the end still went to pierce lol...
Than shop shop than eat eat than sit sit ju all go home liao...
Than i ju went home to slp haha... Cause need to study lol
I think until here liao bah cause feel tired after today paper...

Without u in my heart i felt lost

Totally lost

You told me to study hard

I will study hard

Jus wish that we can be together again

Can we be back again

I will wait paitently for that day

You will still remaind in my heart forever

Yaya i know alot of u all have been telling me not to feel sad or wad....
But i jus cant dont feel sad now u all may seen me very crazy or wad....
But inside de me i'm still cant get over it at all or should i say i dont know how to get over it... And it's very hard for me to get it over... The time's i have with her i jus cant forget it really...
Sometime i can jus think of u when i'm having my exam like yesterday... Jus thinking of the days we where together...

Haiz now i really dont know wad to do also... This also cant do that also cant... I'm really going crazy liao la.... Jus really wish to be with u again... Really

That's my last wish of all...

The photo below are DA RI ZI de
DATE; 22,23,24,25 aug

Me,Qi,Shifu

dong dong chiang ! here na zha come

na zha & xiong tei gong !

na zha drink tea with dua li ah peh...


dua li ah peh & xiong tei gong

'da shi ' chanting.....
'shi fu' chanting......

dua li ah peh
the most formal praying pattern
(highly respect)

The 3 gurdian for na zha haha on that day ... (Me, Huiqi,Xinlong)

Hmmm today jie and huiqi left singapore and went to batam... Me sure will miss them de although they only went for 3 days 2 night haiz...
Today leh after tuition was on the way home when some idiot playing football at the basketball court and i think i was dreaming while walking and i never notice the ball coming straight at my facr and PIAK my face kanna hit and my spec was like OMG....

Dont know how to describe it haha...
So went to my house downstairs to do my spec... While walking to the shop i think i saw "her" at my house there the market although i cant see clearly but the bag which i gave look simliar tat i gave her on her birthday... Of course i never call her cause later mistaken for the wrong people haha.... But cant blame me la me never wear spec....
Shit say until spec i'm having my exam next week die liao la.... Cant see clearly haha aiya bo bian la muz wait until tuesday or wednesday than can get my new spec... For now i not wearing any spec sob sob cant see chio bo liao haha....

After u left me the days seem slower and slower

My result staring to sink down

Hiaz... Wad for i say so much when there's nothing i can do anymore...

Might as well i concerate on my study now...

Hmmmm.... So long never blog liao wor to busy studying liao haha...
Yesterday leh is teacher day and went to alot of primary school which i'm not from there... First stop is my primary school shuqun follow by rulang than boon lay garden primary school than jurong primary than aiya to many liao forget already than as usual me and him reach liao BLGS is to destroy some of the thing same for rulang haha... Pull the basketcourt de net down haha....

After all this touring some went to arena play pool than me also follow cause long time never play pool liao haha.... Is fun de lor than saw "her" me at there hesiate whether wan to go say hello anot... In the end never go cause also dont know y... Never mind forget it bah

Haiz exam is next week... People holiday wen need to go back school for exam remadial lesson aiya sian la...
Looks like my 1 week hoilday is gone liao all the day give to those cher already fuck them la haha....

I think blog until here liao haha...
To lazy to blog this few days.... :P

23 August 2007 is the day where i'm force to become a free bird...

Am i happy?
OR
Am i sad?
OR
Am i angry?
OR
Or i all the above i had said?

I really dont know now... Wad i'm feeling now is confused
Wad am i going to do tmr?
I also dont know will it lead me to jail?
I dont know?
Who can comfort me now? I dont know
Really cherish those day's i had with her...
Although i cant saved this relationship anymore...
Cause of our different lifestyle... Does it matter at alll?
I dont know?
Why do u stead with me in the first place?
Can anyone tell me?
Why cant i put down this relationship?
Why cant i with her forever?
Why must all this happen so quickly?
Why must all this happen WHEN I NEEDED U THE MOST
Why i really dont know why....
I really wish to be with u...
But u say that u dont wan to continued anymore....
I really dont know...
I'm in a messed now now...
How long will it take me to recover this damaged...
The damaged is to deep liao....
Even me myself dont know whether can i take it anot...
Will it take me months or year to recover this hurt...
Who can save me?
U....
Or who god?
Just wish to patch back with u really....

Boo!!!

Can see that i'm feeling better liao haha...
Hmmm wad did i done for today leh?
Today after school meet huiqi and the rest at first is xinlong wan take cab go home in the end 8 of us take cab home xinlong, shixiang and jiarong 1 cab, than jolean 1 cab she rich sia haha... Than me,huiqi, fish and jane 1 cab haha... Of coz me and huiqi get down first haha...

Than the both of us went home... Well waiting for huiqi phone call me went to slp haha me turning to pig liao la...
3pm huiqi call me to go her house haha cause she say so... Than reach her house liao the 3c keep on licking me sia i think they miss me alot cause long time never saw them liao haha...

Than me and xinlong at huiqi house play haha.... Hmmm the more i see huiqi and xinlong hor they do look like dj couple haha... Than ask huiqi if u and him is dj couple than me and my stead is wad... Than there was a long pause haha cause cant think 1 lol... Than i say xianyue couple haha not bad right lol...

Roughly like this for today still got alot more de... But today me lazy to blog haha...
Recover liao is like this de haha....
So tmr than contiun to blog haha lol...

Hmmm... Today leh reach home ard 3 like that cause go eat mac with huiqi they all haha...
Went to school with a red nose and my friend now call me red nose deer dammn it.... Like small kid sia haha...

Whole day have been trying very hard not to faint but in the end cant make it and i faint liao... Lucky my friend with me than they walk me to sick bay lor... Thanks bro
Inside the room i felt so hot hot until i took of my cloths and they fan is on also in fact i should feel cold rather than hot...

During that few hour i felt like diying no one by myside the feeling is very terrible jus dont know how to say... Dont know wad happen to me liao i myslef also dont know....

Yesterday sorry to make weimin worry for me sorry leh... Cause she was like keep on calling my house phone and i never pick up than she worry until wan to cry out liao haha... Aiyo dont need worry la... I wont die so fast de i will tell u before i die haha jkjk...
Than first time chat with her until i slp haha... Than she thought i die liao haha silly her but kinnda funny and cute also haha...

Last night slept half way nearly die cause of my asthma... I thought no more liao lor abt 4 years liao...Than astham attack lor than call my friend who stay 12 floor lend me his spray than ju ok lor really dammn heng sia i... If not i think i die at 9.30pm liao.... Hmmm still can remember the time until so clearly haha...

Hmmm dont know wad to blog liao leh... I think i blog until here liao bah
I blog or no blog also the same de lor... Cause no 1 will come and see de haiz...
Anyway never mind... Cher day's coming soon liao
Wan to go back to see my cher really miss her lots and lots and lots...
K la blog until here liao time to eat my horrigble de medicine sob sob....

Ok jus reach home nia... Went to see doctor lor
Sick again haiz... Dont know y this few day's can sick easily maybe going to die liao...
I think like this better lor lol...

After school kian and hua come my house watch "secret" 3 guys watching haha...
Me watch the show dont know how many time liao.... Until can memorised wad they talking haha...
Than at my house play play play and i forgot something... Forgot to take out my socks and while playing i fell and hit my tail-bone... And i'm lucky nothing happen to or else something will happen some will know wad happen to my tail-bone... So heng lor nothing happen if not i now i hospital liao lol...

Than jus now go see doctor and my tail-bone also cause of the fall jus now... Than give me some medicine lor...
Than fake fake ask the doctor for sleeping pills haha... Cant sleep sia this few day's maybe is exam bah... Really driving me crazy liao...

Hmmm who free sia... I wan go watch the secret again haha... Me siao liao...
Muz de-stressed as daryl say =D
Aiya lazy to blog liao go eat dinner eat medicine than ju go orh orh liao if can sleep ju ok lor...

Hmmm... Just reach home... Morning leh went to co and we learn a new song and is okok lor...
After co went to m mart to find huiqi and xinlong and 2 more uncle also haha...
As usual at there chit chat haha... Huiqi say me more and more like old man liao... OMG
Than call jingxuan come down also haha... She saw huiqi and xinlong than she like dont wan go over until i pull her funny sia she....

Than we all at there talk rubbish play erhu she more pro than me sia sob sob....
She can be my cher liao lol...
Than around 3+ huiqi and xinlong go home left me jingxuan and 1 uncle at there talk talk lor...
Than stay 5+ jingxuan go liao... Than here come's the story..

Here the story goes:

uncle: yi zhan ah..
me: ya?
uncle: that girl not bad leh... although she not pretty or wad but at least she very guai...
me: orh than? wad u wan me to do sia... break up with my current stead and stead with her meh lol...
uncle: i know like this very bad... but dont u think she like u..
me: HUH!!! uncle food can anyhow eat word's cant anyhow say sia... dont sabo me leh...
uncle: i'm telling u the truth... uncle wont sabo u de.... u tell uncle when i sabo u..
me: uncle u serious meh??? aiya she wont like me de la... i also not special only good in badminton somemore i got stead liao...

So that's roughly wad i have remember the rest forgot liao cause very long sia...
Than jingxuan moving house liao... Maybe near my house there 510 just now walk with her cause me still at m mart so on the way mah my house 511 ju walk with her lor...
And that's for today haha...
Tomorrow need to study liao....

Hmmm yesterday really enjoy with shirly, luanting, meiqi, jermy and hanlin
Hanlin win liao lor... Play DDR with him yesterday make me sweat sia... Somemore i wear until formal sia and my shoe is slippery de lor haha... Around 10 like that me, shirly, luanting and hanlin walk home from jurong east haha... Very hardworking sia haha...
Reach home ask shirly help me do my friendster the thing and ok liao lor...
After that ju sleep liao haha...

So that's all for today and yesterday and tomorrow need to go back school liao haiz sian sia...
So cya...

O ya forget something....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANLIN HAHA...

Ok since i now so free... I shall blog first or else i really no time liao...
Hmmm jus got back for my english paper 2 & 3... And the mark is flying colours wor if u wan to know ask me personally hor... I wont blog it here de or somebody will say me hao lian haha...
Somemore this few days has been studying really hard... I know it's very hard to believe but i'm really studying real hard for this pass this few weeks although u all never notice lol...

Got another laptop liao haha... So happy buy internet than send u de... Hmmm, but i'm not using to play game but to study liao... When go library haha...

Haiz, sometime's really wish that u would be by myside with me when i'm having stress cause i'm having stress now and u are so busy with ur school work... Never mind lor, aiya wad i talking sia lol... I'm getting tired easily this few days haiz.... Diying soon haha

Aiya need to go rest liao as daryl say hmmm muz listen to senior haha... Thanks daryl for the advice haha...
Jia you ah zhanglang, xiaoqiang, guai daddy and durian daddy....

Durian daddy was given by X1ALPHA is the wan we always wan to snatch my durian bloody hell u dont know how to go buy urself ah haha...

Condition now: Sad cause me NO MORE HANDPHONE LIAO.... Wonder how am i going to survie w/o hp haiz...

Never mind lor still muz get use to it.... One more thing sorry if i flare up easily this fews day my friends k... Cause i facing heavy stress now exam has started... La0p0 sorry if i shouted at u or wad... Cause i'm having stress ok... Muz say before hand haha...

Today so sway my hair kanna caught... By bloody cheen than muz go cut hate it sia....
So i bo bian lor... Listen to him cause i guai kia mah very scare of cher de haha...

Lets talk abt ytd... Ytd finally found tat boy ravan liao the boy who stole slacker hp
Than aft school found him liao than he say he got extra lesson until 2.30pm ok so we all wait for him lor...
Wait until 2.30pm grab he to staircase there than at there ask who stole the hp than they keep push here and there... Knn make all of us so fustrated fuck him man...

Than it took us around 30min than they admit that who stole de hp... Lame shit la cant they jus tell us earlier... Waste our time bloody shit u haha...( Mr. toh boon choke line haha... My cpa teacher....)

Than we all at there say alot of terms out.... And they agree cause they got no choice haha but to agree who ask them wan to steal our friend hp and tat's the price u got to pay...
And one more for all the who is reading my post now... We only scare them and never bash them up thanks haha lol...

Ok la blog until here liao tomorrow still got exam liao... And one more thing i found another white hair liao OMG i'm getting older liao haha....

Ok so log never blog liao... Dont care la...
Hmmmm let's check my condition first now i'm having high fever now and i dont know how i get it aiya dont care la die ju die lor...

Hmmm yesterday wad i done ah... O shit i really forget liao
Haiz cant blog liao feeling very weak now dont know tomorrow got the strength to go to school anot haiz...
Sick sick the zhanglang going to die liao.... R.I.P
Blog until here liao... Bb

Hmmm... My condition now dammn sleepy and tired cause of yesterday work...
Yesterday BIG BIG BIG FUNCTION ORGANIZE BY KOPITIAM haha...
Than me do barman die sia yesterday... So many thing happen bar got problem cause those customer la... Than make me run from 2nd floor to 6 floor than back to 2nd floor all i can say is yesterday i was running about... Than work until 11.30pm 30min more to national day haha... So we all was like outside suntec waiting for the time and shout HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPROE than it was like alot of people looking at us haha... Dammn funny and we are stil wearing our suntec uniform haha... Than lucky the captian good la he also celebrate with "we" youngster.... At there eat play drink and talk rubbish as usual me create a new win name "SUNTEC" ya i know this name is very de funny but all of them like it lor... So i ju name it "SUNTEC" if u all wanna try just tell me....

Than after the celebration me went to m mart to find uncle cheng and we talk alot of things talk about huiqi my stead and lots of thing but most of the topic we talk is about huiqi cause uncle cheng really wish to take huiqi as her gan-nuer... But there's alot of things we need to do lor... Than uncle cheng as usual always buy drink for me to drink hehe.... Sometime's i really dammn pai seh sia... Everytime uncle buy beer treat me... Than as we keep on talking and talking uncle say about his life... Than i say uncle cheng y dont i help u look at ur hand which is the palm than i like dont know wad happen to me... It's like i keep on saying uncle cheng de past and alot... Than in the end uncle say everything that i say jus now is accurate and 100% correct... Uncle cheng also say that i may become "dan ki" if u all dont understand go ask ur parents ur parents should know cause i dont know how to explain... If i really become will i have my usual life or not i dont know...

Forget to thanks weimin cause she chat with me while on my way home... So late liao u still can chat me thanks girl haha...

It's going to be almost 1 week i never met my stead liao...

Is she still angry with me for wad i have done or say...

I just felt that our relationship is drifting further and further is it all my fault?

I really wish that our love for each other was like last time so sweet...

Is it possible for us to be like the past?

I dont know at all...

Laopo i really love u...

Wish we can be like last time...

Ok me jus reach home nia haha... Today neh nothing special lor...
But after school something really happen liao that is 1 of my friend slacker hp was kanna stolen by a sec 1 boy name ravan(omg so young ju learn how to steal thing liao)... Than alot of us was looking for that boy lor... Find him in school cant find than all of us wait for him outside school and he make around 20 to 25 people waited him for alomst 2 hour KNN... Than 1 girl say that he is inside de reflection room... Than eward came out saw we all waiting for ravan than he ju go inside liao.... Than joshua and 1 girl came out and say that eward shoot the matter to Mr cheen than all scram to the mama shop there...

Than me hear liao eward shoot to cheen me also kinda not happy shixiang also lor... So me and shixiang went back inside school to confront eward... Eward only know how to act big nia scram la u... When me and shixian shout at him his apple dont know go until where liao no ball's la eward only know how to act big infront of girls nia...

Than me xiang, joshua and another groupe people all seating at canteen there saw cheen go out think is go find them bah... Than me tell joshua to call huiqi they all go other place first... Than when cheen go find them we all go inside the reflection room find that ravan who stole slacker than 1 big group of us go inside... Saw him liao lor than as usual shixiang start Q first haha... Ask him rubbish la i also dont know than to my surpise billy also inside than he also know wad happen liao he also not happy BUT WE DONT KNOW WAD HAPPEN INSIDE THE REFLECTION ROOM HAHA... Than we all go back canteen again lol...

Look like this case wont close so easily de haha... I think tomorrow they will contiue....
Wow than like this i tomorrow wan go to school to see free show liao haha...
Tomorrow working haha... Lame
Aiya type until hand tired liao go rest already...
Tomorrow than contiue haha...

Will it change our relationship whether i'm a pai kia or guai kia...

Me dont know wor...

Actually today is me and my laopo second month dde dont know she remember anot haiz...

Forget it lor that's all i can say....

Hohoho... Lol me back frome training liao haha...
Tomorrow leh nothing special haha... Like nomral life lor haha..
Wednesday got national day performance school de very lame de lor haha.... At there march in than call those old folks home people come our school say about how poor they are or wad when they where young that time than follow up by a hand ball compeition aiya so lame sia haha...But me confirm wont go de cause IT'S SO FUCKING BOARD DE LOR... 6.30am wake up than as usual 7.30am assembly than the overall program last for only 2 hours and during that 2 hours i can sleep until happy haha...

Than 5pm meeting my suntec crew mate cause we are working that day whaha so happy can together again liao... Me siao liao haha
Than maybe they wan ton at espland than count down lor haha... Cause next day is national day haha... Than thursday leh nothing to do also haha...
Friday no school haha can sleep long long also haha...
Saturday got perofrmance chinese orchestra de haha... Than it think that's all for this week bah haha...
Me very tired liao need to get ready for tomorrow things haha... Cya

Yo jus reach home and now kinda drunk cause jus now go drinking haha... Today leh so boring cause no tuition and no work... So can sleep until very late haha... Than around 9+ huiqi sms me say that she very hungry so ok lor... I around 11+ go find her with chicken rice cause she very hungry haha....

Than i around 12.30pm ju go home liao and go buy my school shoes haha.... Than use comp until 5.20pm ju go bath than meet huiqi go buy super glue CAUSE MY ERHU DE HEAD IS BROKEN SOB SOB... Luckly huiqi is there or else i'm going to cry liao haha... Than she ju go m mart i go erhu lesson... Than meet jingxuan at my house de bus-stop haha.... Than saw laopo with her friend lol...

Than waited for jingxuan ard 20min... When reach cc the cher at there kbkb than we hack care him haha... The shuzhen going to her friend birthday party... Actually me and jingxuan dont wan to stay long de so me and JX tell lie that me, jingxuan and shuzhen going for a birthday party so we around 8 ju go liao haha... Than pei shuzhen buy birthday present lol...

Than me ju go m mart find huiqi and tiger uncle haha... At there drink beer and talk than awhile later another uncle come down than drink again 9.30pm went home with huiqi lor as walking home i walk like sotong sia haha... But in the still make it home haha...
Today really dammn happy sia my best day of my whole life thanks tiger uncle and huiqi haha...
Me mabo liao haha... Sorry if i say anything wrong haha

HILARY MAH I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz... Feeling stress and melancholy( if u dont understand wad does it mean go check the fucking dictionary).... Haiz jus dont know how to start now... It's like me and laopo quarrel on last sunday and i'm still not sure whether is she still angry with me anot.... I'm totally lost now...
I really wish that we would be like last time the moment we stead together the feeling was very hard to explain i jus wan to feel that kind of feeling again... I will be waiting for that day

Tomorrow leh my exam begin liao... And i'm still here using the comp wow so pro the me lol... But the thing is i cant go home after the exam and i also dont know y... All i can say is scold #$@$#&%% yup that's all i can scold lol... Than got tuition kiao sian sia... Also dont know wad to do liao... Cause my usual de tution at sat have change to friday liao and i'm not working on sat cause no work so i will be working on 8 August eve of national day lol... Maybe after work at suntec ton or espland haha... 7 August will be the 2 month with my laopo times fly real fast that's all i can say...

Aiya cant say much liao need to go study haha...Cya

Boo... Lame sia haha... Today nearly late for school haha too tired until cant wake up lol...
As usual sleep during math's lesson again haha... During break time spa with my friend cause to sian liao but play play only... Than went for english lesson during english lesson draw tattoo on my hand haha nice sia... Than after school meet huiqi, anna and jan than go smoke than go walk walk than walk pasa malam (i think like this spell bah) than walk walk than jan ju go home me walk home with huiqi than me ju go home slack sleep play comp than dont know do wad liao... Kiao wad am i writing sia i also dont know haha blur liao... Aiya dont wan write liao dont know wad to write also haha... Cya

Ok jus came back from outside haha and jus bath finish lol lame lame de me...
Eh wad did i done today??? O ya actually today leh wan find someone to do wad i'm not suppose to do de that is wack ppl up... In the end i never go find that guy cause my friend stop me and so wad u wack up or even kill him u cant change until but go boy's home haiz... When heard wad they say they was right after all so i call off the planning...

After school go play badminton... Meet ah long (xinlong) than ju meet him at my house bus-stop and all i can say is that is he going for training or tea break it's like he was buying food to go there eat lol... When i reach there the fucking coach say that i cant train with them ok FINE i dont give dammn at all... Than ju go find my friend at jurong east sport complex at there play badminton... Than play with one of my friend whom i wan to win him long time ago years of training i FINALLY win him liao whaha... So happy and there's video also will post it out if i have it haha... So that's all for today very tired liao haha

Zhang lang signing off....

Ok jus reach home nia haiz... Tuition for today is really kns...

Keep on doing math's i going to turn kuku liao... Somemore write until hand cramp... OMG

Haiz also dont know wad to say also leh very de sian haiz...

Yesterday leh me, fenghua, wengkian, jensen and yeefei we all go play pool haha... Addicted liao...
Before meet sen and fei... Me kian and hua went to jurong point K-Pool play for awhile than take 240 go meet sen and fei at taman... At there play and me being torture sob sob... While aiming my nipple is being pinch again and is left and right side fuck sia... Whole thing turn red dammn hell pain haha... But i also pinch them back so is fair and square haha... Next time play pool with them muz wear bra liao haha lol...

Haha go out with them can really destress myself haha... And they are my true brother forever haha...

Ok blog until here liao haha...

Wow so long never blog liao... Wad am i doing??? Of coz is study la haha see i so guai sia..
Exam is coming a few weeks time and i was like orh ok lor... Kiao muz buck up liao haha...
Is it to late to study now??? Nah i dont think so haha....
Lately so busy with study haha... No time to play pool haha... And no time to pei laopo =(

Today leh actually got class outing de... Dont know go where la think is Semabawang park or Sergoon park (think is like this spell bah haha) than in the end IT WAS BEING CANCEL wad the fuck cause of those talks usless take which make me fall asleep haha...

Than in class play around and and my Nah is being pinch OMG the nipple red liao haha... Bloody feng hua pinch until so hard it turn red liao look like being cook like that dammn it pain sia... Tomorrow my turn liao haha....

Than tomorrow leh got the math's lesson somemore is the first 2 hours of the day kiao siao la... The best is i will sleep during math's lesson it's like everytime de look's like i have the same problem as yanxiang liao sleepling illness haha....

I think until here liao dont know wad to write also hehe...
Signing off zhang lang....

Back to blog liao haha... Today so happy haha cause maths teacher never come haha so happy at least can sleep in peace liao cher never come disturbe me... Wish everyday cher also never come haha but that's impossible de.... Today leh guitar lesson i solo wor play the song house of the rising sun but alot of mistake haha nvm i got try my best ju can liao haha...

After school leh me,huiqi,anna and jen all go M mart together haha at there me siao liao take out the guitar and play house of the rising sun again i think i like the song to much lioa...

Today leh qurral with dear liao... But anna told me it's good to qurral cause after that u will understand ur other party more so hope anna is right lor... But cant everytime also qurral later break haha... I really wish to be with her very long anD dear sorry i doubt about you...
U will never be replaced by anyone and there is only one room for u in my heart and that room belong to u forever...

Back to blog liao... Today leh went to school as usual lor and sleep again haiz dont know y tis few day's feel like sleeping like dont wish to wake up like that haiz... N level oral is this friday and i'm dammn hell stress now cant take it anymore liao than tomorrow leh got math test again WTF la... Fucking teacher how many test u wan to give us bloody hell u... Even huiqi say i got white hair liao BLODDY HELL AHHHHH....

After school meet huiqi and anna... At first anna wan to go M mart wif us de but she never go cause her hp batt flat liao and she scare she cant talk to her dear so sweet sia they all me so jealous haha... So me and huiqi go M mart find the 2 sayang haha ( farra and sue)... Than me and huiqi at there smoke haha... Me to stress liao so smoke lor haha... Than ju go home sleep for awhile play comp play guitar haha... Play until hand pain pain liao nvm...

Aiya dont know wad to say liao cya... Tomorrow than say if i free ju can liao..
Gambata ZHANG LANG FOR UR N LEVEL HAHA... Which is coming tis friday

ME WAN TO DIE LIAO TOO MUCH STRESS

ME MISS LAOPO <333

That is our dinner for the day haha Nice leh yummy...

After Eating That's wad was left haha...

Me, Jie, Huiqi... (Me Looking wad??? Sky? Chio Bu haha...)

The Crazy Twins whaha...

Bloody Hell U.... Stare Wad Stare Dig ur eyes out than u Know haha...


Me Hungry Until Eat Chopstick haha...

All tis photo is taken ytd... Me and qi went town to find jie ard 3+ left the house than 4+ reach haha...

Reach there liao ju taje photo all zi lan liao me starting to zi lan also haha... Than was at there using comp haha... Than 6pm liao we all go eat raman eat talk and play haha...After eating go walk walk than blah blah..

Ard 8.30pm we leave far east and go home indside the train qi and me was kinda like kids haha...

Than inside the train take photo again haha... All siao liao...

Than 9.30pm reach home ju go sleep liao..

Tuesday

today as usual went to school got guitar lesson sleep in class and slack than went to M mart wif huiqi at there slack than me go my friend house play play than ju went home ju nth liao...

Aiya i also dont know wad i wan to write or wad i typing blur liao haha...

Until here liao...

STRESS AH... The start of the day for school 2 HOURS OF MATHS AND MOCK EXAM.... Omg i going to die liao so dammn stress after maths follow by eoa still can make it haha... Than the rest of the day was kinda slack haha cause science teacher never come whaha so happy... After school follow kian go home than he come my house lend him shirt than ju walk to mrt station from my house reach suntec bring him interview and it was a sucess that's wad i told him... After that he came to my house return my cloths go take bus wif him he dont know go where than me go M mark slack around 6.30 me left there go jp find my dear than FIRST TIME she send me to the bus stop but the bus haben come so in the end i send her go home haha... Tomorrow leh mostly going to school cause got the fucking maths remaidal sian sian sian N lvl is making me so stress... Tomorrow than contiue to blog

Ok back from playing liao haha... Today also another sian sian de today after school nothing better to do using hp call my dear and also walking around the school as that is my school haha... After that went to M mark go disturbe fra and sue haha so funny sia... Than that fra torture me like hell man die die die my leg is being squash by her by a door and i was like pain pain and she keep on squeez it bloody hell her haha kidding... Tomorrow neh mostly go suntec wif kian cause of something so tomorrow all will be wearing black haiz long time never like that wear liao so that's all for today...

Ok today school was kinda ok for me... As today was like raining and i was going to sleep any moment during lesson time my eyes was like half open and half close haha kinda sleepy... Today guitar lesson was not bad but to long never play liao so my hand qi bubble liao pain pain haha...

After school kian and hua wan to see my stead as they never seen b4 so bring them along... But b4 tat me and hua follow kian to marsling to fetech his stead than me and hua go home change and meet them at LJS...

After eating i bring them to so call meet my dear than was like at there playing and playing after awhile they go liao cause kian stead need to reach home b4 6.30 so ok lor left me, dear and melody and we at there chat chat chat than ard 6.30 ju send dear go home than i also go home ju slack than no more liao... Maybe tomorrow than contiue buai buai

Blog Blog Blog... Ok i'm kinda lame here... Wow today school re-open liao and MY HAIR IS BEING CUT WAD THE FUCK MAN.... Actually not alot la i told the uncle dont cut to much but he cut my sideburn until okok la haha...So today nothing special again meet dear at jp library than meet jie at jp have dinner together than chit chat make promise that we will go Osaka or Hokkaido around the age of 25 haha... So tat's OUR PROMISE man so glad to have tis jie haha she will by my side no matter wad and huiqi also although she sometime kind of crazy but use to it ju can liao haha.. Huiqi when u see this dont kill me hor haha jkjk... Nothing to blog liao need to get ready for tomorrow school and TRUST ME I WILL BOMB THE SCHOOL 1 DAY if i can haha...

Hohoho... Tomorrow school re-open liao wor haiz so fast... REALLY WISH THAT I CAN BOMBN THE SCHOOL MAN haha jkjk... Saturday went to work as usual but very tired and busy but luckly nothing special happen so still can lor... Than around 4+ reach home but during the traveling i call me laopo so suprise that she haben sleep actually she sleep liao but i wake her up sorry leh laopo....

Sunday which is today i was late for co cause i was so tired i reach there around 11+ haha never mind de... Than after co went to eat lunch with laopo and melody than go near their house and they was taking out their gaohu and i took out my erhu than they was like at there playiing song's me feel so pai seh haha... But in the end i also join them play also was very fun indeed than at there wrestle play than ju send her go home i go my ah ma house sleep and eat than ju go home liao so nothing special lor... TOMORROW MUZ GO TO SCHOOL LIAO SIAN SIAN SIAN

Back to blog liao... Haiz tis fews days i have mood swing in the morning and at the night that's not me at all am i to stress... Wad stress do i have study, work and wad NO MORE so how come my mood swing is getting from bad to worst i really dont know wad is happening to me and i get jelouse easily haiz... I'M LOST TOTALY LOST

Haiz tomorrow working as usual lor... Hope tomorrow dont have any thing happen hope so... School hoilday is going to end soon liao.. Wish that school will never open again haha...

Say until school b4 hoilday some of us gather around and say about our future.... 1 of my friend say tat when he grow up he will BOMB THE SCHOOL ( i will be the first to support u haha) than all of us was like at there agree haha... Ok write until here maybe sunday than blog see first cause saturday start work at 5pm and end at 2am so reach home around 3 am liao than sunday mostly will go cc yup... So cya

Ok today very sian lor... Nothing to do at home slack until 2+ ju go out... Play wif my mei haha while playing saw JX and she diao me wor so scare sia haha... Dont know wad got into her liao siao liao haha dont spread hor haha...

Ok those who reading my blog got find any difference... Yup my blogskin change liao and is done by my laopo...

Awwww~~ she so sweet haha... When she finsh doing she accidently close the window and she need to restart the whole thing haiz poor thing... Aii Sii Nii leh laopo

Yup that's all for today... And 1 more thing school is going to re-open in another 3 days OMG so fast wish no need to go back school... But can't so jia you bah

GAMBATE ZHANGLANG

Say until zhanglang i got a video to show u all click on the link below than u will understand wad i mean already and i'm dammn sad about it sob sob

http://s149.photobucket.com/albums/s42/Alvinana/?action=view&current=AntVersusCockroach.flv

I appreciate for all u done for me dear wo aii sii nii leh

I'm lost totally lost... Normally they said tat only girls have six sense tat's wad i hear... But some of the guys also have six sense... Yesterday and today i felt very very wired it's like the relationship between me and dear i jus have the feeling tat we are not going to last long at all tat's how i felt and i hope my six sense is not truth at all... Wad if tat really happen??? Will i turn back to the old me haiz i really dont know totaly lost wish someone can help me...


Ok life was kinda boring cause cant see my dear haiz.... So since i nothing to do i make a trip down to my old working place than was like kinda saw my friend playing water bomb so i join them play than i was like kinda whole body is totally wet wad the fuck... Than i today got 1 mei liao haha she kinda chio lor so ok lor i be her kor haha.... She better than the JX those who know please dont spread thanks haha... Cause my new mei also know JX so ya haha...

Lalalala~~ OMG i think my laopo influnce me liao lalala is not wad i usually say de haha nvm... Haix~~~ School going to re-open soon liao dont think got enough time to pei my laopo liao sob sob is there anything i can do sian... Today leh nth special actually wan to meet my dear de but she need to meet her mother than ok lor... I was like at jurong point library walking round and round the whole place like crazy boy haha... Than after walking a few rounds was more sian... Than remember huiqi today got work ju go find her at there slack, than talk about my dear until 3.30pm than walk home with her... Than my senior call me say zhanglang today got chinese orchestra gathering wor than i say orh than wad u wan me to do haha... Than she say of course go la than i was like ok lor since i nth to do ju go lor... Reach there liao was kinda emoing haha also dont know y than was at there disturbing the teacher haha.... Aiya nth to say liao need to go buai buai...

dear i really love u cant imagine how am i going to live without u

Wow Wow tis blog really really ROT liao me wonder i how long neber blog liao... Nvm dont gib a dammn haha.... Wad did i done in tis few months let me think????? Haix still cant think of it wor sian... O ya me went malayisa for 1 whole week cool neh but i very sian cause i miss my laopo cant see her for 1 week sob sob... But at least before i go malayisa i went to watch Ocean 13 wif her haha so happy... Than i was like at malayisa dont know wad to do wor do tis also sian do tat also sian and all i can do is at there keep looking at my laopo photo which she gave me so tat i dont miss her haha... Than i bought a spongebob for her and is really small haha hope so dont mind the size of the spongebob haha...



When i came back from malayisa i somehow felt tat my laopo become fatter liao haha jkjk but she still no change still the same old her maybe i turn guai liao haha... Seriously i wont let go of tis relatioship at all de and i dont wish to lost her at all...

can u sense my love for u

I hate everyone everyone.... I hate all those people around me... I hate everyone.... There is no one i could trust at all no one... Why why why, why must they do tis to me WHY... I have lost everyone everyone all my friends and "she" I have totally lost everyone... Those people whom i care. love, respected have all gone all gone... Wad should i do?? I'm all alone in this world who should i turn to when i'm in trouble WHO WHO WHO???? Can my parents noe wad i really wan NO i don't think they will ever noe in their mind i just a no person so wad for do i come to tis world... Just to come here and watch people happinnes or wad or let people look down i myself also dont noe wad to do....

Can someone understand wad i say every word i say here no one will understand...

Eh.... So long never write already also dont noe wad to write also wor... I think my feeling 4 her is like growing deeper and deeper already wad if she rejected me how will i go crazy i tink she will reject me de lor cause i also really dont noe.... If she and him really together than i wish the both of them the best adn stay forever but i will still wait for her if i still have the chance sometimes i really cant stop thinking of her really...

Wow me this few days like so free sia can everyday write blog during lesson time haha... Yesterday also nothing special lor me do delivery man haha help huiqi mummy deliver the dont noe wad card la... than go her do things la haha aiyo me really dont wad to say already la need to fly liao haha....

Wow long time neber write blog already... Eh i think still ok la haha... Hai i think hor i getting more and more lame already sia me wonder when can i grow more mature.... Hia really dont noe wad to do or say this few days leh me like very tired already me 1 to sleep long long... Some more me now not working already like very sian do this also sian do that also sian really don't noe wad to do than not sian lei... I think i really need to concentrate on my study already la... Than for relationship eh me also dont noe but i think someone will take care of her already haha... Than i think until here already bah dont wad to write also...

Hai so long never write blog already or should let tis blog rot away.... Sometime i felt i was like a toy on a shelve, when they need me they just bring me down and play, if they got new toys they just throw me away won' even look at me and they just chuck me at 1 side the feeling is very hard to say... I wonder is it so hard to like a girl sometimes i really felt i should not appear in her life at all now its like the whole thing has gone wrong totally wrong... Sometime i felt very useless not good in tis not good in that i really wonder wad am i really good in except orchestra and badminton but study damn sux... Sometime when i was down or sad or wanted to cry i can't find anyone to lend his/her shoulder some of them think that i very crazy never serious at all that's wad they think but have she see the real me i don't think so she only saw my half side and not full side some of them told me to 4get her but i had try really hard but i just can't do it at all cause my feeling 4 her is very deep already there is no turning back at all... Me yesterday told her already but i don't think i got any chance anymore cause i don't think i have the chance to see her already maybe tis is my last year wif her i will neber noe when i going or should i totally give up on her.... I'm totally break down now she will neber understand the feeling i had for her... All my best fren had go already me wonder wad should i do without their support wadever i do they r aways wif me nw they all have gone only me left here really don't noe wad to do please my frens come back i really miss u all very much w/o u all my life is in a total mess i really feel like crying nw w/o your moral support i can't do alot of things really i miss u all my frens really...... PLEASE COME BACK I CAN'T DON'T HAVE U ALL I NEED YOUR LAUGHTER I REALLY MISS THOSE DAYS WE HAVE TOGETHER WE PLAY TOGETHER, PRACTICE, EAT, LAUGH I REALLY MISS THOSE DAYS...

I REALLY CAN'T DON'T HAVE HER REALLY...

zhang lang is very tired already... wish to go away while sleeping and leave peacefully wif no worry and wish her all the best in wadever she do thats wad zhang lang wish for her...

Wow 4 weeks neber write blog liao lei wor haha, busy lei no choice... ok let me tink wad happen tis fews days.... ok last week the Fat ass (zhang de cai ) called me to go back to sch co (chinese orchestra)... But i hab told the cher liao i nt going back than blah blah blah at there keep asking me go back co i tink until here liao.... 1 more thing 14 feb coming liao lei wor who is free lei to pei wo na tian just 1 day nia hope can find someone to pei wo hai sad ahhh.....Next thing is during the past few weeks hong kah sec badminton really dammn sux 4 b boys neber win 1 school WTH hai neber mind la tis my last year at hong kah liao nt my problem already.... Sec 4 liao must guai guai already cant fool around already must study hard i tink until here next time than write which is maybe another 4 weeks later haha...

Zhang lang flying off lei buai buai :P.....

hey hey here to write wad i done today haha... erm let me think, ok today abt 2pm went out to meet daryl cause he need me to help him repair some of the thing at BLCC so i went to meet him... When i reach there already he still not there yet so i very sian lor me walk the whole boon lay shopping centre than saw my frenz at the fairprice and it's been almost 3 yrs neber saw him already so we went to the food court at there tok abt our life during the past 3 yrs.... So around 2.45pm daryl finally reach so we start work repair lots of insrtuments and we finish around 5+ bah... Than i went to Sirling road to get my erhu ahhhh i so happy haha really cant wait to play nice song 4 her hai..... Neber mind pass is pass so aft getting my erhu me meet my mum to have dinner at my hse market than aft dinner i go find jie at unity than buy something 4get the name already haha and the thing is 4 my back the cause tis few days my back like very pain so buy lor... Than go home lor so nw nothing to do... Some times saw her online but neber tok to her cause i really dont noe wad to say to her its like the feeling 4 her is no more already wish some1 will understand hai.... Really cant 4get her but i will cherish the time i had wif her really....

hii guys.... it's been ages tat i write already cause me need time to short things out ok let me think wad i 1 to say... erm ok on 30/12/06 the day which is the concert day so far very good and the whole performance is a success hehe so happy... But before we went to SCH (Singaopore Conference Hall) very bz cause need to told those ppl wad to do and the worset thing is tat those BLSS (Boon Lay Sec) guys not very auto cause they will just stand there and see us carring those stuff like drum and others and they will stand there like idiot dont noe how to move un until we scream at them than the move WTF r they guys or gals hai...

Part II... When we at there

ok when we reach there we must wait 4 the cargo lift to open at 1.30pm and we reach there at 1 plus so ok la wait 4 a short while only.... so will killing the time i and daryl walk around and can see those ppl face like very kan chiong than some happy, excited and many many more hahah actually me also very kan chiong hahah... ok so when the cargo lift open we put all the instrument accroding to the seating arrangement...

Part III ... During the rehseal

during the rehseal everything went smoothly and and yup hahah... daryl and james kanna inerview my by the speaker on y they 1 to compse tis song than they tok and tok and tok haha ya... so ard 6.30pm we went to have our dinner and saw some ppl standing outside the gate to go in and u can see those ppl looks like wad blcc is going to performance like wad song haha and those ppl from blss like all very nervous haha me also haha...

Part IIII... The concert begin

7.30pm already ppl had finally paid off 4 waiting so long... so the concert had begin and the first half is success and here comes the second half and it is also another success so u can say the whole concert is a success and thanks to BLSS and JV (Jurongvile) dont noe how to spell haha... than 1 more is a temple thanks to them also that the whole concert is a success and 1 more time thanks to they all of them to perform such a wonderful concert many many thxssssss.......