Hmmmm back to post cause someone call me to post if not ii dont intend to post at all :P
Mc for 2 days cause ii not feeling well hahax but if uu ask me to stay at home to rest is a big big no so ii went to chimbers wif kian and xiang hahahax

Than hmmmm ii also noe wad to blog liao just blog cause someone ask me to blog lolx
O ya still got one more thing i'm like FINALLY going to NS on september 11 kaifen ur L1R5 is 911 right hahahx wonder did ii own uu anything in my previous life hahahax XD

So i'm going to organize a chalet or wad lorx hahahax so ah beng lahx ah lian lahx guai kia lahx keep urself tat week free horx hahax cause ii also helping me mum to celebrate her birthday also hahahax so better go think wad present to buy hahaha xD

I like sibei kan chiong sia still got 5 more months to go hahax anyway ii really hopping for tat day to come =)
All my brother myside de ii maybe will open another chalet for uu all jus for us only lahx hahax
HUART AR!!!! lol -_-"

My poor middle finger sob sob =*(
Kanna cut cry ar while closing today washing something and ii forget i'm washing a slider and when ii turn it around and bang there goes my middle finger wif a deep deep cut~~~

At first bo feeling lehx than ii see the water how come red red de ar than see my finger ii nearly freak out man hahahx
But soon my whole hand will have cuts and burn and scar hahax tat's the bad advantage of kitchen hahax but pay good can already dont mind all this little thing chey yizhan become more man liao hahax XD

Hmmm should ii say life getting better maybe yes maybe no during my quite time's like now memories start to flash back =(
Sometime ii really dont wanna have memory at all tat's y ii keep working and get to noe more girls hahahx so far my team not bad lahx not alot of buang de hahax my eyes haben rot yet still gt chio bu see whahahahax XD

Think tmr will be at home and rest as every tuesday is my off day clap clap hahahx than work and work and work hahahx
Yawn sibei sian today never sms her and she also never sms me haiz~~~~~~

Saw xiao char bor today at my work place haha shout suckahlipohpoh [dota nick ^^] so loud some more my manager at there so bo bian go kiaobei her hahax after awhile she shout again to say bye hahax she funny lahx XD
Think blog till her liao lahx very tired somemore haben bath yet yawn~~
Sibei sleepy ar

Yawn today work OT ar sian~~~
Good friday = FUCKING FRIDAY
Hahax kitchen like having war hahahx bang here bang there bang till my hand kanna burn by hot OIL 185 degree uu try kanna burn pain siol~~~

Anyway life's soso only cant get to meet her HAIZ~~
Never mind at least ii can get to off on everday tuesday yup so hope can catch a glance of her ii also happy tat means ii only can glance her once a week ar walao eh ii wan to cry liao lahx =*(
K lahx dont cry liao hahax need to rest early tmr working at 3pm fucking sian ar think tat's all liao lahx

So gonna miss her =(

It's the second day since ii last saw her and i'm feeling so funny =(
Even thought we gt message each other but wad she sent me are those short sms haiz make me so emo~
Today lehx second day of work so far so good got use to the place and kitchen already hahax yizhan the future cook hahahax XD

But kinda tired nahx no girl to see sob sob but ii really kinda miss her =(
Aiya dont feel like blogging already need to rest sian tmr need to work BUT NO HUNKI!!! HOW CAN!!!! Like this will die de cry ar~~~

Boring~~~
Jus reach home not long from work...
It's like finally yizhan is working again hahahax hard working worx (clap clap)
Hmmm it's almost everyday stuck at boon lay de lan shop and ii gt to noe a gal hahahx guys dont anyhow think horx ii no more playboii or hongster already i'm 18 liao know how to think hahax

At first dont really have any feeling for her de lehx but it's like feeling suddenly like tat ju come liao.... Haix so wad tat ii like her but aiya dont noe how to say lehx i'm working now and dont really have the chance to meet her or wad so kinda gt a funny feeling when ii cant see her =(

Sunday was my last day at lan shop and when ii saw her dont noe y words cant come out of my mouth next time cant say ii wan to jio uu cause ii sure will very paiseh when say to her de hahahx
When she say hii to me ii dont dare to look at her sia than say wad ii thinking of things actully i'm really thinking of things like how to ask her for stead or wad lahx aiya dont noe liao lahx cry!!!!!

Erm than jus noe something tat is someone is also trying to jio her ii like totally wanna give up already all ii can say is tat is my weakenss ii will like jus o ok lorx uu wan jio ar uu go ahead lorx haiz ii'm such a fucking noob as dont noe y or should ii say ii dont have enought confidence to jio her =(

O my tian ar please come and guide me lehx anyway tmr is my off day whahahax siok ar work one day rest the next day hahahx XD
So guys please jio me out to chill hahax if she ask me out to chill ii sure happy like siao already hahahx dont say liao later when sleeping also will dream of it hahahx

Aiya dont blog liao time for DOTA!!!!!
I'm getting better than last time already horx nabei ar!!!
Dont call me NOOB AGAIN ii sure wack uu de hahahx XD

Yawn so long never blog already...
It's been a long time since ii broke up wif her already but ii jus cant put it down...
Lots of my friend have been trying to tell me to move on...
Haiz ii really dont noe wad to blog...
I got alot of things to say out in the blog but ii jus dont feel like typing out maybe i'm plain lazy...
Think tat's all bahx dont really feel like blogging already...
Please god help me heal my heart quicky ii really cant take this kind of torture anymore it's driving me crazy

Yawn another day jus went pass~~
BORING!!!!
In another 2 more days and i'm offically 18 *clap clap* and PRESENTS :P
Whahahahahaha~~

Sian ar 18 liao lahx tio case ju fly to QRP already no more boys home hahax
Time to relax liao chey
I all the while also very relax de hahax XD
Jus pray tat those ppl dont come and "find tea" wif me can already hahahx

Have been trying real hard to get her back my side my there's this problem which seem's important to me really impossible to me =(
But for her sake ii will go to church and be HOLY
Guys did uu see this word HOLY
If ii can have her back by believe in god ii will do so
I will do anything jus to have her back
In the name of jesus christ
AMEN *clap clap*

Life seem so dull without her in my life wad can ii do???

Haiz ii really dont noe lahx anyway dont really feel like blogging think jus post some picture bahx

erm where's dan face??? >.<serious liao lols

uu mus be responsible after fucking me XD (got ur baby)

new "stance" for pool -_-"stupid face XD

There's more pictures and video but no so soon mus wait lols

YAWN!!!!
Another boring day woke up at 2+ eat my so call breakfast wif plain bread dip wif kopi LOL...
Than ju went to cousine house borrow printer to print my stupid dammn asshole NS letter tamade so dammn hell mafan sia...
Than ju ard 6+ left his house went jp find gang hahax see them play wanjan
Than go smoke talk talk lorx
Than ju HSH liao lols
Aiya also dont noe wad to blog this few days lehx
Haix 14feb how!!!!!!!
Should ii look for a shemale hahahahahahahx CLASSIC
Tomorrow is friday 13 hmmmm does anyone believe tat???
Anyway tomorrow maybe going to eunice b'day party sian lahx how to go east coast park dont tell me uu wan me to bring the road map ar drive half way stop than see mehx BANG WALL hahax
Can anyone who is very hao xin de lead me the way hahax
No wonder xiao black say ii cant be dispatch now ii noe y liao hahax
In morning ii dont remember road de at night than is my time hahax
K lahx think till here liao need to look for way to go there hahax

Wondering is she feeling happy or same as me feeling no mood but dont think she will feel moody at all maybe dammn happy bahx...
But hope she's fine bahx =)
Think tat's all for today dont feel like blogging lolx

Hmmm never blog for the past 2 days hahax...
Sat went night cycling to west coast wif weiming and henry dammn noisy sia him hahax but the both of them cycle and me roller-blade to west coast tired sia reach here leg turn jelly liao hahax and took alot of pictures so now waiting for weiming to send me hahax....

Reach home around 8am bahx than slp till 3pm like tat went to grandma house for dinner...
And my real father came to ask me to go back hongkong to help him in some business cry lahx ii dont even noe anything even ii wan to go back also cant cause NS come liao TAMADE....

14 feb coming liao going out wif weiming and gang liao sure dammn fuuny de hahax got me this joker and dan my partner sure dammn helll lots of fun hahax pictures will habe de hahax feeling better this few days thanks to weiming and xiao black accidently saw him at my grandma hse there than chit-chat for awhile hahax

Have been thinking should ii go back to badminton and bring back my skills since ii broke up wif her already no more stress or wad but wad i'm scare is tat my so call brother may back-stab me cause he told me that he still like her haiz ii dont noe nahx all ii noe is tat look on the bright side ju can liao take this as a dream =)

O ya eunice birthday is this coming friday dont noe can make it anot aiyo cry lahx =(
Hmmm think also nothing to blog liao lahx now abit drunk liao friend's at my hse drinking hahax

CHEERS ^^

Hmmm yizhan is so hardworking this few days LOLS....
Got time to blog blog blog liao lols...
Somehow have been trying very hard to forget her by going out everyday but nope cause those places ii went is the place ii went with her cry cry =(

Even ii stay at home also still remember looking at her sleeping lols... Come to think of it y people do regret when they lost someone is tat human natural maybe yes maybe no cause ii myself also dont noe tmr is sat and is her tuition day should ii go to hp shop yawn ii really dont noe than the day after tat is sunday should ii go blcc ii also dont noe HAIZ~~~~~~

Tian ar save me from this kind of toture aku tade tahan =(
Jus pray to god that this kind of feeling will gone soon AMEN LOLS
Hope she's enjoying her new life w/o me bahx god bless me amen

Omg wad's happening to me amen here and there tamade hahax

Thanks bro for trying to comfort me but dont worry ii will do wad i'm will do de...
Maybe it's time to be a good boy liao no more fooling around already 18 liao cry cry so old already =(
So ya dont really noe wad to blog also went to 466 meet jos than went boon lay market than to anson hse see them gamble zzzz
Keep thinking about the times we had together yawn
How can ii be a hongster when ii cant even noe wad she's thinking about looks like my title hongster need to take off and give to someone else already...

Kinda regret about our 1 year of relationship last year dont really cherish her.
During her last year birthday ii never bother to celebrate wit her cause of some misunderstanding in fact last year happen alot of things which ii dont really wish to bring it up and than this year hope can celebrate her birthday but seems like only can celebrate jus like friends maybe weiheng is right uu never cherish her than now wan to stead so wad for ii regret now when my token are all use up cry cry...

So dont say so much liao lahx let the heaven decide wif my fate already going MIA again may god bless me and her O's lvl tis year and and and i still love you

Awww so sad think there will be no valentine day for me this year liao hahax
Never mind there's this saying new things will come when the old things are gone hahax
She jus told me tat we are done
OK lorx think now can tell uu wad's on my mind already
Ever since school re-open uu dont bother to care about me or wad already
But i'm at fault too cause ii never care about uu too so we are even LOL
And ii cant feel the love from uu already LOL
During our so call 1 year relationship we keep on wanting to break cause of this and tat yawn so classic hahax...
Reason are easy cause erm ii kinda forget also hahax never mind
Hmmm come to think of it is it good tat we break off to other guys ya keep on noding their head hahax cause the guy who like uu may seem happy hahax CLASSIC
So ya today is the day when we end our so call love story *cry cry*


p.s. bebe get well soon so tat we can play dota hahax dont do to much yoga liao lahx hahax do until go hosiptal hahax ^^

dont noe y my tears start to roll down when i'm on the phone wif charmaine

maybe she's the wan who understand wad i'm going through

haix dont noe wad to say anymore maybe tat's the end bahx

maybe ii still have feeling for uu bahx

haix past is past already but hope uu will give me a chance to keep my promise to uu

god bless me

Yawn so long never blog liao and nothing to blog too lols
There's performance on friday which is at RI hahax
Best lahx some many chio bu whahax perfrom also cant focus hahax keep looking chey
Than today another perfromance at sengkang there dammn long sia 45min play till hand pain cry cry =(

Still thought there will be dinner tamade dont have sia
Mus tahan till home still thought home got food in the end NO FOOD!!!!
Walao eh make me more dulan anyway finish all the new year goodies in 30min hahax
Sure kanna kb my parents but to bad lahx call uu dont wan to answer than uu carry the handphone for wad for show ar lols

Sian ar sian ar going NS soon liao but lets look on the bright side
Dont think there's any bright side to look hahax
But for sure dont need to hear parents NAGGING
Thanks god
And girls haha
Ok all are rubbish but parents nag is true lols

Ok than think tat's all liao bahx no mood for anything even relationship thinking do ii have any stead hmmm think no bahx ok time to play DOTA whahaha ^^

Wad ii going to post is taken by EILLY and ii got her permission also so peeps out there please READ CAREFULLY and dont give a death sentence for GANGSTER UNDERSTOOD!!!!!!

I no longer feel that gangster are small kids that want more attention.
I used to have that thinking.But after hearing all those stories, I realise they are really wanting to protect themselves and people they love.
For those who are very protected by their family members, very happily taken care by their parents, won't understand what these people are going through.
There are people who are suffering and struggling to prevent harm, people who go through more than you do.
Never gauge someone, you will never be in the position to.
Just be glad, that you aren't them, that you aren't going through what others are.Be glad that you're the fortunate one...

There will definitely be reasons behind an act. It's just that, at times, it can't be seen with your naked eye.
Try understanding, before condemning someone.
You will never know how much it hurts.

So please understand wad we gangster are doing or thinking uu all may come from happy family or grow up in a golden spoon BUT we are not like uu all got lovely family me myself dont really come from a good family either tat's wad ii become today so please dont give the death sentence for gangster alright???

To all my friends outside please cherish the love ones around uu
If not when they are gone please dont regret
Ok time to stop saying all this liaox

Yawn feeling abit bored this few days dont really noe wad ii wan
Tian ar save me ok hahax
Having been staying home after the accident cry cry cry
It's been 3 days liao
So please drive bike with care hahax
Bo licence please dont be like me hahax
Go chiong highway lolx
Hmmm think that's all liao

Continue to rot at home
YAWN~~~~

Yawn boring nothing to do sian
Now not working cause NBYN doing something dont noe wad lahx so got 1 month leave hahax

Have been thinking is it so important to have relationship lolx
So wad tat we that we start wif a r/s when not loving at all rite lolx
When we dont love each other anymore
Ya ii noe ppl do get busy when sch re-open
But only uu dont bother dont sms me or wad
So wad for ii care so much rite

I kanna accident uu also dont care at least your friend do care
Wad kind of r/s am ii having dammn it lahx
Make me no mood already


Fuck off from my life uu asshole

Yawn tis few days so boring NO LIFE
Stay at home slack slack slack cause ii have a 1 week break lol
Tomorrow 2009 count down going where sia
PLEASE II WAN TO GO OUT
CAN ANY KIND SOUL JIO ME OUT
II DONT WAN TO STAY AT HOME FOR THIS DAY
GOD DAMMN IT
Anyway nothing special going on for me other than work and sleep^^
Hmmm seriously life seems better w/o hanging out wif them
Makes me feel more freedom and getting smarter hahax
Think tat's all bahx
PLEASE ANY KIND SOUL OUT THERE
ASK ME OUT FOR DATE CAUSE II HAVE ENOUGH OF STAYING AT HOME!@#!@#!@!@#!@#!@#12##$^$%&^$*$#$^

Oh my tian it's been ages since ii blog hahax
Since ii nw gt the time to blog so ii shall blog jus finish work and reach home nt long dammn tired and still working at raffles as image consultant lolx

Have been thinking manger and boss say ii gt sliver tounge but y cant my sales go up dammn dulan lehx stuck wif tat figure for 1 week liao lehx BANG WALL LAHX =(
I wan my sales up up up but y cant have been thinking ii noe photoshop is nt good as ratz but cant compare mahx he work how long ii how long wapiang ehx

But i'm not so going to give up for my future ii have to chiong ar chiong ar chiong till ii hit my target yawn hahax.
So sleepy think ii go slp liao tmr still have to work yawn SIAN LAHX nite nite sweet dream LOLX....