Ok finally got time to sit on my wonderful and beatiful computer chair and i'm really missing it alot haha... Back to the crappy me liao haha lol...
So far so good went to work almost everyday liao haha... Wan to earn 1 million b4 25 -_- i know i'm kinda lame haha...
Anyway i go dye me hair liao haha... Okok lor man nice de hehe
Finally i and her become friend liao which is a good thing to me haha... Although we cant be stead or wad at least we are still friend right haha... Growing mature day by day hope so... Sunday went to my family gathering and OMG... My cousine older than me by 1 year still act like a kid and i was like -_-"
Freak me out lor haha... I know is kinda bad to say abt him like tat but it was all true de lor... Yesh forget it think liao make me wan to puke haha....

Hmmm i think blog to here liao bah... Starting to miss the days i had with my friend after sch go arena or k-pool play pool haiz... Sad now all of us had our own thing need to do liao lor... Haiz

Heard that mr's bay is leaving hkss soon liao... Happy for them but sad for us honest speaking althought i hate her to the core but she really build up hkss de name everybody think that our sch is a gangster sch blah blah blah... But without her help our sch really sux that's all i wan to say liao lah...

Need to go rest cause tomorrow working sob sob.... I WAN PLAY POOL

Aiyo yo... Really dammn long never blog liao haizz..
Pai seh busy working mah... Cant really have a good night slp sob sob soon or later i going to become panda bear liao haha...
Hmmm actually i also dont know wad to blog liao jus know that i very busy for the past fews weeks and no time for me to go out and enjoy sob sob i'm so sad and tired i wan go ja lan ja lan....
So wont be seeing me on9 or blogging for very long due to work lor so dont miss me hor haha....
I think thats for all liao lah... Wan to replensh my energy cause tomorrow also got work haizzz....
Sian ahhhh....

Tata...

Haiz~~

So long never blog liao... Kinda miss the day at hong kah sec already cant make teacher angry anymore liao... No more fun, no more di siao people days, no more throwing fork spoon and foods during recess liao... Haiz so many things cant to with my class liao kinda sad...
Although alot of clashs between chinese and malay but in the end we are still friends... So fast leaving school liao.. Also dont know wad to do lor secondary school is the best cause u will know wad's true friendship when u in trouble they will chiong wif u no matter wad... When u lonely or bored they will try to cheer u up all this u can never find it in primary school that's wad i know...

Sat leh when PS with kian.hua,vin and mrs grace our school counsellor as this is our last year in school she treat us go eat swensen and it cost her S$205 for 6 perosn we all was like open mouth haha... Than she say never mind cause next time cant see us liao all go other place liao...
After mum mum when to play maximum tune haha long time never play liao... Than ju blah blah walk walk than i go home first than ju like that for the day...

Sun went co with my pig nuer cause she play dizi de so ask her go as wad daryl wants so when there liao... Intro james to her and her lesson begin.... After co she went home me, kenneth and shifu went boon lay market have our lunch than blah blah blah kenneth waiting for eugne than after awhile i ju go liao lor...Than ju went home went out go eat than at night ah jie cook japanese curry rice and salmon sushi haha... Than eat liao ju go home play comp so that's for sunday...

Today 9.30am wake up getting ready to go for work haha... Actually not getting ready that is a excuse only to play comp haha... Later work start at 3 and end at 11pm than i think only like this la... Nothing to say liao wan go play comp liao whaha....

Seriously i kinda miss u when u went to hongkong for 1 week

haha...Omg i start to miss u liao haha

Stupid apple head...

Yes Yes Yes Yessssssssssssss~~~~
I'm free finally from wad ah i also dont know leh jus feel really dammn happy for today haha...
Today i kind heart 6.30am wake up jus to meet huiqi and pass her the calculator than reach home liao i try to sleep but jus cant so bo bian lor first time on the comp so early than play until 11.30 go meet huiqi cause she pei me go jp to meet "her"... On the way to take bus say lifa, jingzhu and kelvin... Than lifa, kelvin and huiqi acc me to jp while waiting for the "friendly girl" we walk walk than walk liao went to TOILET to meet her lol... First time meet ppl at toilet de haha... Than ok lor went to toilet there liao went inside cant find her so went to the gents than come out of the toilet liao she ask me to meet her at there sasa there than she very big sia let us wait for her she think she wad big ah lol.... Saw her liao her first word is " long time no see" lol... Than take she ju scram away lol....

After she scram liao the 4 of us was like at mac slack than told them i 1.15 need to go cause i got exam than ok lor... While walking to the bus stop hungry liao and for my whole life this is my first time eat cup noodle at 7-11 haha.... Eat liao take bus to school nearly cant go in cause nearly late but dont have la heng sia left 1 more min ju late liao lol... Than paper start liao do only 45min ju sleep cause the paper dammn hell easy lor... Than after that ju went home slp haha...

So that's rougly for today and 1 more think i going to dye my hair soon liao haha...

Hey hey notice anything... Yup my blogskin had been changed and all is done by jie thanks ah jie haha...
Haiz tomorrow is my last day at hong kah liao kinda miss it sia... All my memory start from there whethere is it good or bad haha...
Anyway never mind muz look from the bride side... New friends haha and new girl also haha...

Alot of u all have been asking me y i so long never on9 liao cause my comp was down and now is ok liao whaha...
Huiqi and jie told me to change for my blog link but very de ma fan lor so still thinking whether wan to change link lol...

Aiya so long never write blog liao i also dont know wad to write about maybe tomorrow haha something interesting haha...

Ok the time now is 0915am and i'm now at school using comp from 8 am until now lol...
LOL... Y am i saying all this haha so long never blog liao cause of exam and personnal thing... Really thanks to huiqi and xinyi cause they keep on telling me not to care about her cause she really dammn filrt so fast find a stead liao... Or should i listen to them go for the HWCI de but i dont know leh... Dont wan to go in relationship so fast later i kanna break down again very tired de leh... Anyway leaving hong kah very soon liao maybe going to poly lor haha if result dammn sux i than go ITE by right my result can go poly haha... Go SP find daryl haha hope he still there lol...

Wont be using computer for a long long long time cause my comp break down liao do project until the comp ki siao liao haha and playing game also haha...
Than jingxuan have been working at m mart for about 1 week liao and i have been her so call teacher for 1 week also... She hor really not stable sia small thing call me hope she will learn somethings lor and she better come back to work after her exam if she dont come back i will go her house and hunt her down haha....

I think that's all for this few weeks bah i think so other than that is nothing special liao... Erm huiqi pai seh hor everytime say about her u know who i talking de la haha... I really never regret u to be my mei and ur jie as my jie... Aiyo y am i saying all this thing haha ki siao liao haha...
Aiya cher kb already need to go liao lol...

Study Study and Study has been study for this few weeks and my head is getting bigger and bigger already going to explode already lol...
Yesterday went jp with xinyi, huiyan, yangxin and who ah forget already lol.... Promise xinyi went to pei her go jp eat subway than ok lor since nothing better to do also haha...
On the bus all like crazy kid wor playing on the bus haha....

Reach liao eat and eat than distrube people haha....Than xinyi hor really dont know how to say her sia.... At there burb i was stunt liao haha cant she be more lady like omg somemore is public lor... Anyway nvm really dammn funny lor...

After eating went to dont know wad shop la but i know is at 3 floor haha.... Go pierce ear haha....
Is funny de lor at there still cant decide wan or dont wan in the end still went to pierce lol...
Than shop shop than eat eat than sit sit ju all go home liao...
Than i ju went home to slp haha... Cause need to study lol
I think until here liao bah cause feel tired after today paper...

Without u in my heart i felt lost

Totally lost

You told me to study hard

I will study hard

Jus wish that we can be together again

Can we be back again

I will wait paitently for that day

You will still remaind in my heart forever

Yaya i know alot of u all have been telling me not to feel sad or wad....
But i jus cant dont feel sad now u all may seen me very crazy or wad....
But inside de me i'm still cant get over it at all or should i say i dont know how to get over it... And it's very hard for me to get it over... The time's i have with her i jus cant forget it really...
Sometime i can jus think of u when i'm having my exam like yesterday... Jus thinking of the days we where together...

Haiz now i really dont know wad to do also... This also cant do that also cant... I'm really going crazy liao la.... Jus really wish to be with u again... Really

That's my last wish of all...

The photo below are DA RI ZI de
DATE; 22,23,24,25 aug

Me,Qi,Shifu

dong dong chiang ! here na zha come

na zha & xiong tei gong !

na zha drink tea with dua li ah peh...


dua li ah peh & xiong tei gong

'da shi ' chanting.....
'shi fu' chanting......

dua li ah peh
the most formal praying pattern
(highly respect)

The 3 gurdian for na zha haha on that day ... (Me, Huiqi,Xinlong)

Hmmm today jie and huiqi left singapore and went to batam... Me sure will miss them de although they only went for 3 days 2 night haiz...
Today leh after tuition was on the way home when some idiot playing football at the basketball court and i think i was dreaming while walking and i never notice the ball coming straight at my facr and PIAK my face kanna hit and my spec was like OMG....

Dont know how to describe it haha...
So went to my house downstairs to do my spec... While walking to the shop i think i saw "her" at my house there the market although i cant see clearly but the bag which i gave look simliar tat i gave her on her birthday... Of course i never call her cause later mistaken for the wrong people haha.... But cant blame me la me never wear spec....
Shit say until spec i'm having my exam next week die liao la.... Cant see clearly haha aiya bo bian la muz wait until tuesday or wednesday than can get my new spec... For now i not wearing any spec sob sob cant see chio bo liao haha....

After u left me the days seem slower and slower

My result staring to sink down

Hiaz... Wad for i say so much when there's nothing i can do anymore...

Might as well i concerate on my study now...

Hmmmm.... So long never blog liao wor to busy studying liao haha...
Yesterday leh is teacher day and went to alot of primary school which i'm not from there... First stop is my primary school shuqun follow by rulang than boon lay garden primary school than jurong primary than aiya to many liao forget already than as usual me and him reach liao BLGS is to destroy some of the thing same for rulang haha... Pull the basketcourt de net down haha....

After all this touring some went to arena play pool than me also follow cause long time never play pool liao haha.... Is fun de lor than saw "her" me at there hesiate whether wan to go say hello anot... In the end never go cause also dont know y... Never mind forget it bah

Haiz exam is next week... People holiday wen need to go back school for exam remadial lesson aiya sian la...
Looks like my 1 week hoilday is gone liao all the day give to those cher already fuck them la haha....

I think blog until here liao haha...
To lazy to blog this few days.... :P

23 August 2007 is the day where i'm force to become a free bird...

Am i happy?
OR
Am i sad?
OR
Am i angry?
OR
Or i all the above i had said?

I really dont know now... Wad i'm feeling now is confused
Wad am i going to do tmr?
I also dont know will it lead me to jail?
I dont know?
Who can comfort me now? I dont know
Really cherish those day's i had with her...
Although i cant saved this relationship anymore...
Cause of our different lifestyle... Does it matter at alll?
I dont know?
Why do u stead with me in the first place?
Can anyone tell me?
Why cant i put down this relationship?
Why cant i with her forever?
Why must all this happen so quickly?
Why must all this happen WHEN I NEEDED U THE MOST
Why i really dont know why....
I really wish to be with u...
But u say that u dont wan to continued anymore....
I really dont know...
I'm in a messed now now...
How long will it take me to recover this damaged...
The damaged is to deep liao....
Even me myself dont know whether can i take it anot...
Will it take me months or year to recover this hurt...
Who can save me?
U....
Or who god?
Just wish to patch back with u really....

Boo!!!

Can see that i'm feeling better liao haha...
Hmmm wad did i done for today leh?
Today after school meet huiqi and the rest at first is xinlong wan take cab go home in the end 8 of us take cab home xinlong, shixiang and jiarong 1 cab, than jolean 1 cab she rich sia haha... Than me,huiqi, fish and jane 1 cab haha... Of coz me and huiqi get down first haha...

Than the both of us went home... Well waiting for huiqi phone call me went to slp haha me turning to pig liao la...
3pm huiqi call me to go her house haha cause she say so... Than reach her house liao the 3c keep on licking me sia i think they miss me alot cause long time never saw them liao haha...

Than me and xinlong at huiqi house play haha.... Hmmm the more i see huiqi and xinlong hor they do look like dj couple haha... Than ask huiqi if u and him is dj couple than me and my stead is wad... Than there was a long pause haha cause cant think 1 lol... Than i say xianyue couple haha not bad right lol...

Roughly like this for today still got alot more de... But today me lazy to blog haha...
Recover liao is like this de haha....
So tmr than contiun to blog haha lol...

Hmmm... Today leh reach home ard 3 like that cause go eat mac with huiqi they all haha...
Went to school with a red nose and my friend now call me red nose deer dammn it.... Like small kid sia haha...

Whole day have been trying very hard not to faint but in the end cant make it and i faint liao... Lucky my friend with me than they walk me to sick bay lor... Thanks bro
Inside the room i felt so hot hot until i took of my cloths and they fan is on also in fact i should feel cold rather than hot...

During that few hour i felt like diying no one by myside the feeling is very terrible jus dont know how to say... Dont know wad happen to me liao i myslef also dont know....

Yesterday sorry to make weimin worry for me sorry leh... Cause she was like keep on calling my house phone and i never pick up than she worry until wan to cry out liao haha... Aiyo dont need worry la... I wont die so fast de i will tell u before i die haha jkjk...
Than first time chat with her until i slp haha... Than she thought i die liao haha silly her but kinnda funny and cute also haha...

Last night slept half way nearly die cause of my asthma... I thought no more liao lor abt 4 years liao...Than astham attack lor than call my friend who stay 12 floor lend me his spray than ju ok lor really dammn heng sia i... If not i think i die at 9.30pm liao.... Hmmm still can remember the time until so clearly haha...

Hmmm dont know wad to blog liao leh... I think i blog until here liao bah
I blog or no blog also the same de lor... Cause no 1 will come and see de haiz...
Anyway never mind... Cher day's coming soon liao
Wan to go back to see my cher really miss her lots and lots and lots...
K la blog until here liao time to eat my horrigble de medicine sob sob....

Ok jus reach home nia... Went to see doctor lor
Sick again haiz... Dont know y this few day's can sick easily maybe going to die liao...
I think like this better lor lol...

After school kian and hua come my house watch "secret" 3 guys watching haha...
Me watch the show dont know how many time liao.... Until can memorised wad they talking haha...
Than at my house play play play and i forgot something... Forgot to take out my socks and while playing i fell and hit my tail-bone... And i'm lucky nothing happen to or else something will happen some will know wad happen to my tail-bone... So heng lor nothing happen if not i now i hospital liao lol...

Than jus now go see doctor and my tail-bone also cause of the fall jus now... Than give me some medicine lor...
Than fake fake ask the doctor for sleeping pills haha... Cant sleep sia this few day's maybe is exam bah... Really driving me crazy liao...

Hmmm who free sia... I wan go watch the secret again haha... Me siao liao...
Muz de-stressed as daryl say =D
Aiya lazy to blog liao go eat dinner eat medicine than ju go orh orh liao if can sleep ju ok lor...

Hmmm... Just reach home... Morning leh went to co and we learn a new song and is okok lor...
After co went to m mart to find huiqi and xinlong and 2 more uncle also haha...
As usual at there chit chat haha... Huiqi say me more and more like old man liao... OMG
Than call jingxuan come down also haha... She saw huiqi and xinlong than she like dont wan go over until i pull her funny sia she....

Than we all at there talk rubbish play erhu she more pro than me sia sob sob....
She can be my cher liao lol...
Than around 3+ huiqi and xinlong go home left me jingxuan and 1 uncle at there talk talk lor...
Than stay 5+ jingxuan go liao... Than here come's the story..

Here the story goes:

uncle: yi zhan ah..
me: ya?
uncle: that girl not bad leh... although she not pretty or wad but at least she very guai...
me: orh than? wad u wan me to do sia... break up with my current stead and stead with her meh lol...
uncle: i know like this very bad... but dont u think she like u..
me: HUH!!! uncle food can anyhow eat word's cant anyhow say sia... dont sabo me leh...
uncle: i'm telling u the truth... uncle wont sabo u de.... u tell uncle when i sabo u..
me: uncle u serious meh??? aiya she wont like me de la... i also not special only good in badminton somemore i got stead liao...

So that's roughly wad i have remember the rest forgot liao cause very long sia...
Than jingxuan moving house liao... Maybe near my house there 510 just now walk with her cause me still at m mart so on the way mah my house 511 ju walk with her lor...
And that's for today haha...
Tomorrow need to study liao....

Hmmm yesterday really enjoy with shirly, luanting, meiqi, jermy and hanlin
Hanlin win liao lor... Play DDR with him yesterday make me sweat sia... Somemore i wear until formal sia and my shoe is slippery de lor haha... Around 10 like that me, shirly, luanting and hanlin walk home from jurong east haha... Very hardworking sia haha...
Reach home ask shirly help me do my friendster the thing and ok liao lor...
After that ju sleep liao haha...

So that's all for today and yesterday and tomorrow need to go back school liao haiz sian sia...
So cya...

O ya forget something....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANLIN HAHA...

Ok since i now so free... I shall blog first or else i really no time liao...
Hmmm jus got back for my english paper 2 & 3... And the mark is flying colours wor if u wan to know ask me personally hor... I wont blog it here de or somebody will say me hao lian haha...
Somemore this few days has been studying really hard... I know it's very hard to believe but i'm really studying real hard for this pass this few weeks although u all never notice lol...

Got another laptop liao haha... So happy buy internet than send u de... Hmmm, but i'm not using to play game but to study liao... When go library haha...

Haiz, sometime's really wish that u would be by myside with me when i'm having stress cause i'm having stress now and u are so busy with ur school work... Never mind lor, aiya wad i talking sia lol... I'm getting tired easily this few days haiz.... Diying soon haha

Aiya need to go rest liao as daryl say hmmm muz listen to senior haha... Thanks daryl for the advice haha...
Jia you ah zhanglang, xiaoqiang, guai daddy and durian daddy....

Durian daddy was given by X1ALPHA is the wan we always wan to snatch my durian bloody hell u dont know how to go buy urself ah haha...

Condition now: Sad cause me NO MORE HANDPHONE LIAO.... Wonder how am i going to survie w/o hp haiz...

Never mind lor still muz get use to it.... One more thing sorry if i flare up easily this fews day my friends k... Cause i facing heavy stress now exam has started... La0p0 sorry if i shouted at u or wad... Cause i'm having stress ok... Muz say before hand haha...

Today so sway my hair kanna caught... By bloody cheen than muz go cut hate it sia....
So i bo bian lor... Listen to him cause i guai kia mah very scare of cher de haha...

Lets talk abt ytd... Ytd finally found tat boy ravan liao the boy who stole slacker hp
Than aft school found him liao than he say he got extra lesson until 2.30pm ok so we all wait for him lor...
Wait until 2.30pm grab he to staircase there than at there ask who stole the hp than they keep push here and there... Knn make all of us so fustrated fuck him man...

Than it took us around 30min than they admit that who stole de hp... Lame shit la cant they jus tell us earlier... Waste our time bloody shit u haha...( Mr. toh boon choke line haha... My cpa teacher....)

Than we all at there say alot of terms out.... And they agree cause they got no choice haha but to agree who ask them wan to steal our friend hp and tat's the price u got to pay...
And one more for all the who is reading my post now... We only scare them and never bash them up thanks haha lol...

Ok la blog until here liao tomorrow still got exam liao... And one more thing i found another white hair liao OMG i'm getting older liao haha....

Ok so log never blog liao... Dont care la...
Hmmmm let's check my condition first now i'm having high fever now and i dont know how i get it aiya dont care la die ju die lor...

Hmmm yesterday wad i done ah... O shit i really forget liao
Haiz cant blog liao feeling very weak now dont know tomorrow got the strength to go to school anot haiz...
Sick sick the zhanglang going to die liao.... R.I.P
Blog until here liao... Bb

Hmmm... My condition now dammn sleepy and tired cause of yesterday work...
Yesterday BIG BIG BIG FUNCTION ORGANIZE BY KOPITIAM haha...
Than me do barman die sia yesterday... So many thing happen bar got problem cause those customer la... Than make me run from 2nd floor to 6 floor than back to 2nd floor all i can say is yesterday i was running about... Than work until 11.30pm 30min more to national day haha... So we all was like outside suntec waiting for the time and shout HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPROE than it was like alot of people looking at us haha... Dammn funny and we are stil wearing our suntec uniform haha... Than lucky the captian good la he also celebrate with "we" youngster.... At there eat play drink and talk rubbish as usual me create a new win name "SUNTEC" ya i know this name is very de funny but all of them like it lor... So i ju name it "SUNTEC" if u all wanna try just tell me....

Than after the celebration me went to m mart to find uncle cheng and we talk alot of things talk about huiqi my stead and lots of thing but most of the topic we talk is about huiqi cause uncle cheng really wish to take huiqi as her gan-nuer... But there's alot of things we need to do lor... Than uncle cheng as usual always buy drink for me to drink hehe.... Sometime's i really dammn pai seh sia... Everytime uncle buy beer treat me... Than as we keep on talking and talking uncle say about his life... Than i say uncle cheng y dont i help u look at ur hand which is the palm than i like dont know wad happen to me... It's like i keep on saying uncle cheng de past and alot... Than in the end uncle say everything that i say jus now is accurate and 100% correct... Uncle cheng also say that i may become "dan ki" if u all dont understand go ask ur parents ur parents should know cause i dont know how to explain... If i really become will i have my usual life or not i dont know...

Forget to thanks weimin cause she chat with me while on my way home... So late liao u still can chat me thanks girl haha...

It's going to be almost 1 week i never met my stead liao...

Is she still angry with me for wad i have done or say...

I just felt that our relationship is drifting further and further is it all my fault?

I really wish that our love for each other was like last time so sweet...

Is it possible for us to be like the past?

I dont know at all...

Laopo i really love u...

Wish we can be like last time...

Ok me jus reach home nia haha... Today neh nothing special lor...
But after school something really happen liao that is 1 of my friend slacker hp was kanna stolen by a sec 1 boy name ravan(omg so young ju learn how to steal thing liao)... Than alot of us was looking for that boy lor... Find him in school cant find than all of us wait for him outside school and he make around 20 to 25 people waited him for alomst 2 hour KNN... Than 1 girl say that he is inside de reflection room... Than eward came out saw we all waiting for ravan than he ju go inside liao.... Than joshua and 1 girl came out and say that eward shoot the matter to Mr cheen than all scram to the mama shop there...

Than me hear liao eward shoot to cheen me also kinda not happy shixiang also lor... So me and shixiang went back inside school to confront eward... Eward only know how to act big nia scram la u... When me and shixian shout at him his apple dont know go until where liao no ball's la eward only know how to act big infront of girls nia...

Than me xiang, joshua and another groupe people all seating at canteen there saw cheen go out think is go find them bah... Than me tell joshua to call huiqi they all go other place first... Than when cheen go find them we all go inside the reflection room find that ravan who stole slacker than 1 big group of us go inside... Saw him liao lor than as usual shixiang start Q first haha... Ask him rubbish la i also dont know than to my surpise billy also inside than he also know wad happen liao he also not happy BUT WE DONT KNOW WAD HAPPEN INSIDE THE REFLECTION ROOM HAHA... Than we all go back canteen again lol...

Look like this case wont close so easily de haha... I think tomorrow they will contiue....
Wow than like this i tomorrow wan go to school to see free show liao haha...
Tomorrow working haha... Lame
Aiya type until hand tired liao go rest already...
Tomorrow than contiue haha...

Will it change our relationship whether i'm a pai kia or guai kia...

Me dont know wor...

Actually today is me and my laopo second month dde dont know she remember anot haiz...

Forget it lor that's all i can say....