Haiz... Feeling stress and melancholy( if u dont understand wad does it mean go check the fucking dictionary).... Haiz jus dont know how to start now... It's like me and laopo quarrel on last sunday and i'm still not sure whether is she still angry with me anot.... I'm totally lost now...
I really wish that we would be like last time the moment we stead together the feeling was very hard to explain i jus wan to feel that kind of feeling again... I will be waiting for that day

Tomorrow leh my exam begin liao... And i'm still here using the comp wow so pro the me lol... But the thing is i cant go home after the exam and i also dont know y... All i can say is scold #$@$#&%% yup that's all i can scold lol... Than got tuition kiao sian sia... Also dont know wad to do liao... Cause my usual de tution at sat have change to friday liao and i'm not working on sat cause no work so i will be working on 8 August eve of national day lol... Maybe after work at suntec ton or espland haha... 7 August will be the 2 month with my laopo times fly real fast that's all i can say...

Aiya cant say much liao need to go study haha...Cya

Boo... Lame sia haha... Today nearly late for school haha too tired until cant wake up lol...
As usual sleep during math's lesson again haha... During break time spa with my friend cause to sian liao but play play only... Than went for english lesson during english lesson draw tattoo on my hand haha nice sia... Than after school meet huiqi, anna and jan than go smoke than go walk walk than walk pasa malam (i think like this spell bah) than walk walk than jan ju go home me walk home with huiqi than me ju go home slack sleep play comp than dont know do wad liao... Kiao wad am i writing sia i also dont know haha blur liao... Aiya dont wan write liao dont know wad to write also haha... Cya

Ok jus came back from outside haha and jus bath finish lol lame lame de me...
Eh wad did i done today??? O ya actually today leh wan find someone to do wad i'm not suppose to do de that is wack ppl up... In the end i never go find that guy cause my friend stop me and so wad u wack up or even kill him u cant change until but go boy's home haiz... When heard wad they say they was right after all so i call off the planning...

After school go play badminton... Meet ah long (xinlong) than ju meet him at my house bus-stop and all i can say is that is he going for training or tea break it's like he was buying food to go there eat lol... When i reach there the fucking coach say that i cant train with them ok FINE i dont give dammn at all... Than ju go find my friend at jurong east sport complex at there play badminton... Than play with one of my friend whom i wan to win him long time ago years of training i FINALLY win him liao whaha... So happy and there's video also will post it out if i have it haha... So that's all for today very tired liao haha

Zhang lang signing off....

Ok jus reach home nia haiz... Tuition for today is really kns...

Keep on doing math's i going to turn kuku liao... Somemore write until hand cramp... OMG

Haiz also dont know wad to say also leh very de sian haiz...

Yesterday leh me, fenghua, wengkian, jensen and yeefei we all go play pool haha... Addicted liao...
Before meet sen and fei... Me kian and hua went to jurong point K-Pool play for awhile than take 240 go meet sen and fei at taman... At there play and me being torture sob sob... While aiming my nipple is being pinch again and is left and right side fuck sia... Whole thing turn red dammn hell pain haha... But i also pinch them back so is fair and square haha... Next time play pool with them muz wear bra liao haha lol...

Haha go out with them can really destress myself haha... And they are my true brother forever haha...

Ok blog until here liao haha...

Wow so long never blog liao... Wad am i doing??? Of coz is study la haha see i so guai sia..
Exam is coming a few weeks time and i was like orh ok lor... Kiao muz buck up liao haha...
Is it to late to study now??? Nah i dont think so haha....
Lately so busy with study haha... No time to play pool haha... And no time to pei laopo =(

Today leh actually got class outing de... Dont know go where la think is Semabawang park or Sergoon park (think is like this spell bah haha) than in the end IT WAS BEING CANCEL wad the fuck cause of those talks usless take which make me fall asleep haha...

Than in class play around and and my Nah is being pinch OMG the nipple red liao haha... Bloody feng hua pinch until so hard it turn red liao look like being cook like that dammn it pain sia... Tomorrow my turn liao haha....

Than tomorrow leh got the math's lesson somemore is the first 2 hours of the day kiao siao la... The best is i will sleep during math's lesson it's like everytime de look's like i have the same problem as yanxiang liao sleepling illness haha....

I think until here liao dont know wad to write also hehe...
Signing off zhang lang....

Back to blog liao haha... Today so happy haha cause maths teacher never come haha so happy at least can sleep in peace liao cher never come disturbe me... Wish everyday cher also never come haha but that's impossible de.... Today leh guitar lesson i solo wor play the song house of the rising sun but alot of mistake haha nvm i got try my best ju can liao haha...

After school leh me,huiqi,anna and jen all go M mart together haha at there me siao liao take out the guitar and play house of the rising sun again i think i like the song to much lioa...

Today leh qurral with dear liao... But anna told me it's good to qurral cause after that u will understand ur other party more so hope anna is right lor... But cant everytime also qurral later break haha... I really wish to be with her very long anD dear sorry i doubt about you...
U will never be replaced by anyone and there is only one room for u in my heart and that room belong to u forever...

Back to blog liao... Today leh went to school as usual lor and sleep again haiz dont know y tis few day's feel like sleeping like dont wish to wake up like that haiz... N level oral is this friday and i'm dammn hell stress now cant take it anymore liao than tomorrow leh got math test again WTF la... Fucking teacher how many test u wan to give us bloody hell u... Even huiqi say i got white hair liao BLODDY HELL AHHHHH....

After school meet huiqi and anna... At first anna wan to go M mart wif us de but she never go cause her hp batt flat liao and she scare she cant talk to her dear so sweet sia they all me so jealous haha... So me and huiqi go M mart find the 2 sayang haha ( farra and sue)... Than me and huiqi at there smoke haha... Me to stress liao so smoke lor haha... Than ju go home sleep for awhile play comp play guitar haha... Play until hand pain pain liao nvm...

Aiya dont know wad to say liao cya... Tomorrow than say if i free ju can liao..
Gambata ZHANG LANG FOR UR N LEVEL HAHA... Which is coming tis friday

ME WAN TO DIE LIAO TOO MUCH STRESS

ME MISS LAOPO <333

That is our dinner for the day haha Nice leh yummy...

After Eating That's wad was left haha...

Me, Jie, Huiqi... (Me Looking wad??? Sky? Chio Bu haha...)

The Crazy Twins whaha...

Bloody Hell U.... Stare Wad Stare Dig ur eyes out than u Know haha...


Me Hungry Until Eat Chopstick haha...

All tis photo is taken ytd... Me and qi went town to find jie ard 3+ left the house than 4+ reach haha...

Reach there liao ju taje photo all zi lan liao me starting to zi lan also haha... Than was at there using comp haha... Than 6pm liao we all go eat raman eat talk and play haha...After eating go walk walk than blah blah..

Ard 8.30pm we leave far east and go home indside the train qi and me was kinda like kids haha...

Than inside the train take photo again haha... All siao liao...

Than 9.30pm reach home ju go sleep liao..

Tuesday

today as usual went to school got guitar lesson sleep in class and slack than went to M mart wif huiqi at there slack than me go my friend house play play than ju went home ju nth liao...

Aiya i also dont know wad i wan to write or wad i typing blur liao haha...

Until here liao...

STRESS AH... The start of the day for school 2 HOURS OF MATHS AND MOCK EXAM.... Omg i going to die liao so dammn stress after maths follow by eoa still can make it haha... Than the rest of the day was kinda slack haha cause science teacher never come whaha so happy... After school follow kian go home than he come my house lend him shirt than ju walk to mrt station from my house reach suntec bring him interview and it was a sucess that's wad i told him... After that he came to my house return my cloths go take bus wif him he dont know go where than me go M mark slack around 6.30 me left there go jp find my dear than FIRST TIME she send me to the bus stop but the bus haben come so in the end i send her go home haha... Tomorrow leh mostly going to school cause got the fucking maths remaidal sian sian sian N lvl is making me so stress... Tomorrow than contiue to blog

Ok back from playing liao haha... Today also another sian sian de today after school nothing better to do using hp call my dear and also walking around the school as that is my school haha... After that went to M mark go disturbe fra and sue haha so funny sia... Than that fra torture me like hell man die die die my leg is being squash by her by a door and i was like pain pain and she keep on squeez it bloody hell her haha kidding... Tomorrow neh mostly go suntec wif kian cause of something so tomorrow all will be wearing black haiz long time never like that wear liao so that's all for today...

Ok today school was kinda ok for me... As today was like raining and i was going to sleep any moment during lesson time my eyes was like half open and half close haha kinda sleepy... Today guitar lesson was not bad but to long never play liao so my hand qi bubble liao pain pain haha...

After school kian and hua wan to see my stead as they never seen b4 so bring them along... But b4 tat me and hua follow kian to marsling to fetech his stead than me and hua go home change and meet them at LJS...

After eating i bring them to so call meet my dear than was like at there playing and playing after awhile they go liao cause kian stead need to reach home b4 6.30 so ok lor left me, dear and melody and we at there chat chat chat than ard 6.30 ju send dear go home than i also go home ju slack than no more liao... Maybe tomorrow than contiue buai buai

Blog Blog Blog... Ok i'm kinda lame here... Wow today school re-open liao and MY HAIR IS BEING CUT WAD THE FUCK MAN.... Actually not alot la i told the uncle dont cut to much but he cut my sideburn until okok la haha...So today nothing special again meet dear at jp library than meet jie at jp have dinner together than chit chat make promise that we will go Osaka or Hokkaido around the age of 25 haha... So tat's OUR PROMISE man so glad to have tis jie haha she will by my side no matter wad and huiqi also although she sometime kind of crazy but use to it ju can liao haha.. Huiqi when u see this dont kill me hor haha jkjk... Nothing to blog liao need to get ready for tomorrow school and TRUST ME I WILL BOMB THE SCHOOL 1 DAY if i can haha...

Hohoho... Tomorrow school re-open liao wor haiz so fast... REALLY WISH THAT I CAN BOMBN THE SCHOOL MAN haha jkjk... Saturday went to work as usual but very tired and busy but luckly nothing special happen so still can lor... Than around 4+ reach home but during the traveling i call me laopo so suprise that she haben sleep actually she sleep liao but i wake her up sorry leh laopo....

Sunday which is today i was late for co cause i was so tired i reach there around 11+ haha never mind de... Than after co went to eat lunch with laopo and melody than go near their house and they was taking out their gaohu and i took out my erhu than they was like at there playiing song's me feel so pai seh haha... But in the end i also join them play also was very fun indeed than at there wrestle play than ju send her go home i go my ah ma house sleep and eat than ju go home liao so nothing special lor... TOMORROW MUZ GO TO SCHOOL LIAO SIAN SIAN SIAN

Back to blog liao... Haiz tis fews days i have mood swing in the morning and at the night that's not me at all am i to stress... Wad stress do i have study, work and wad NO MORE so how come my mood swing is getting from bad to worst i really dont know wad is happening to me and i get jelouse easily haiz... I'M LOST TOTALY LOST

Haiz tomorrow working as usual lor... Hope tomorrow dont have any thing happen hope so... School hoilday is going to end soon liao.. Wish that school will never open again haha...

Say until school b4 hoilday some of us gather around and say about our future.... 1 of my friend say tat when he grow up he will BOMB THE SCHOOL ( i will be the first to support u haha) than all of us was like at there agree haha... Ok write until here maybe sunday than blog see first cause saturday start work at 5pm and end at 2am so reach home around 3 am liao than sunday mostly will go cc yup... So cya

Ok today very sian lor... Nothing to do at home slack until 2+ ju go out... Play wif my mei haha while playing saw JX and she diao me wor so scare sia haha... Dont know wad got into her liao siao liao haha dont spread hor haha...

Ok those who reading my blog got find any difference... Yup my blogskin change liao and is done by my laopo...

Awwww~~ she so sweet haha... When she finsh doing she accidently close the window and she need to restart the whole thing haiz poor thing... Aii Sii Nii leh laopo

Yup that's all for today... And 1 more thing school is going to re-open in another 3 days OMG so fast wish no need to go back school... But can't so jia you bah

GAMBATE ZHANGLANG

Say until zhanglang i got a video to show u all click on the link below than u will understand wad i mean already and i'm dammn sad about it sob sob

http://s149.photobucket.com/albums/s42/Alvinana/?action=view&current=AntVersusCockroach.flv

I appreciate for all u done for me dear wo aii sii nii leh

I'm lost totally lost... Normally they said tat only girls have six sense tat's wad i hear... But some of the guys also have six sense... Yesterday and today i felt very very wired it's like the relationship between me and dear i jus have the feeling tat we are not going to last long at all tat's how i felt and i hope my six sense is not truth at all... Wad if tat really happen??? Will i turn back to the old me haiz i really dont know totaly lost wish someone can help me...


Ok life was kinda boring cause cant see my dear haiz.... So since i nothing to do i make a trip down to my old working place than was like kinda saw my friend playing water bomb so i join them play than i was like kinda whole body is totally wet wad the fuck... Than i today got 1 mei liao haha she kinda chio lor so ok lor i be her kor haha.... She better than the JX those who know please dont spread thanks haha... Cause my new mei also know JX so ya haha...

Lalalala~~ OMG i think my laopo influnce me liao lalala is not wad i usually say de haha nvm... Haix~~~ School going to re-open soon liao dont think got enough time to pei my laopo liao sob sob is there anything i can do sian... Today leh nth special actually wan to meet my dear de but she need to meet her mother than ok lor... I was like at jurong point library walking round and round the whole place like crazy boy haha... Than after walking a few rounds was more sian... Than remember huiqi today got work ju go find her at there slack, than talk about my dear until 3.30pm than walk home with her... Than my senior call me say zhanglang today got chinese orchestra gathering wor than i say orh than wad u wan me to do haha... Than she say of course go la than i was like ok lor since i nth to do ju go lor... Reach there liao was kinda emoing haha also dont know y than was at there disturbing the teacher haha.... Aiya nth to say liao need to go buai buai...

dear i really love u cant imagine how am i going to live without u

Wow Wow tis blog really really ROT liao me wonder i how long neber blog liao... Nvm dont gib a dammn haha.... Wad did i done in tis few months let me think????? Haix still cant think of it wor sian... O ya me went malayisa for 1 whole week cool neh but i very sian cause i miss my laopo cant see her for 1 week sob sob... But at least before i go malayisa i went to watch Ocean 13 wif her haha so happy... Than i was like at malayisa dont know wad to do wor do tis also sian do tat also sian and all i can do is at there keep looking at my laopo photo which she gave me so tat i dont miss her haha... Than i bought a spongebob for her and is really small haha hope so dont mind the size of the spongebob haha...



When i came back from malayisa i somehow felt tat my laopo become fatter liao haha jkjk but she still no change still the same old her maybe i turn guai liao haha... Seriously i wont let go of tis relatioship at all de and i dont wish to lost her at all...

can u sense my love for u

I hate everyone everyone.... I hate all those people around me... I hate everyone.... There is no one i could trust at all no one... Why why why, why must they do tis to me WHY... I have lost everyone everyone all my friends and "she" I have totally lost everyone... Those people whom i care. love, respected have all gone all gone... Wad should i do?? I'm all alone in this world who should i turn to when i'm in trouble WHO WHO WHO???? Can my parents noe wad i really wan NO i don't think they will ever noe in their mind i just a no person so wad for do i come to tis world... Just to come here and watch people happinnes or wad or let people look down i myself also dont noe wad to do....

Can someone understand wad i say every word i say here no one will understand...

Eh.... So long never write already also dont noe wad to write also wor... I think my feeling 4 her is like growing deeper and deeper already wad if she rejected me how will i go crazy i tink she will reject me de lor cause i also really dont noe.... If she and him really together than i wish the both of them the best adn stay forever but i will still wait for her if i still have the chance sometimes i really cant stop thinking of her really...