Thanks bro for trying to comfort me but dont worry ii will do wad i'm will do de...
Maybe it's time to be a good boy liao no more fooling around already 18 liao cry cry so old already =(
So ya dont really noe wad to blog also went to 466 meet jos than went boon lay market than to anson hse see them gamble zzzz
Keep thinking about the times we had together yawn
How can ii be a hongster when ii cant even noe wad she's thinking about looks like my title hongster need to take off and give to someone else already...

Kinda regret about our 1 year of relationship last year dont really cherish her.
During her last year birthday ii never bother to celebrate wit her cause of some misunderstanding in fact last year happen alot of things which ii dont really wish to bring it up and than this year hope can celebrate her birthday but seems like only can celebrate jus like friends maybe weiheng is right uu never cherish her than now wan to stead so wad for ii regret now when my token are all use up cry cry...

So dont say so much liao lahx let the heaven decide wif my fate already going MIA again may god bless me and her O's lvl tis year and and and i still love you

Awww so sad think there will be no valentine day for me this year liao hahax
Never mind there's this saying new things will come when the old things are gone hahax
She jus told me tat we are done
OK lorx think now can tell uu wad's on my mind already
Ever since school re-open uu dont bother to care about me or wad already
But i'm at fault too cause ii never care about uu too so we are even LOL
And ii cant feel the love from uu already LOL
During our so call 1 year relationship we keep on wanting to break cause of this and tat yawn so classic hahax...
Reason are easy cause erm ii kinda forget also hahax never mind
Hmmm come to think of it is it good tat we break off to other guys ya keep on noding their head hahax cause the guy who like uu may seem happy hahax CLASSIC
So ya today is the day when we end our so call love story *cry cry*


p.s. bebe get well soon so tat we can play dota hahax dont do to much yoga liao lahx hahax do until go hosiptal hahax ^^

dont noe y my tears start to roll down when i'm on the phone wif charmaine

maybe she's the wan who understand wad i'm going through

haix dont noe wad to say anymore maybe tat's the end bahx

maybe ii still have feeling for uu bahx

haix past is past already but hope uu will give me a chance to keep my promise to uu

god bless me

Yawn so long never blog liao and nothing to blog too lols
There's performance on friday which is at RI hahax
Best lahx some many chio bu whahax perfrom also cant focus hahax keep looking chey
Than today another perfromance at sengkang there dammn long sia 45min play till hand pain cry cry =(

Still thought there will be dinner tamade dont have sia
Mus tahan till home still thought home got food in the end NO FOOD!!!!
Walao eh make me more dulan anyway finish all the new year goodies in 30min hahax
Sure kanna kb my parents but to bad lahx call uu dont wan to answer than uu carry the handphone for wad for show ar lols

Sian ar sian ar going NS soon liao but lets look on the bright side
Dont think there's any bright side to look hahax
But for sure dont need to hear parents NAGGING
Thanks god
And girls haha
Ok all are rubbish but parents nag is true lols

Ok than think tat's all liao bahx no mood for anything even relationship thinking do ii have any stead hmmm think no bahx ok time to play DOTA whahaha ^^

Wad ii going to post is taken by EILLY and ii got her permission also so peeps out there please READ CAREFULLY and dont give a death sentence for GANGSTER UNDERSTOOD!!!!!!

I no longer feel that gangster are small kids that want more attention.
I used to have that thinking.But after hearing all those stories, I realise they are really wanting to protect themselves and people they love.
For those who are very protected by their family members, very happily taken care by their parents, won't understand what these people are going through.
There are people who are suffering and struggling to prevent harm, people who go through more than you do.
Never gauge someone, you will never be in the position to.
Just be glad, that you aren't them, that you aren't going through what others are.Be glad that you're the fortunate one...

There will definitely be reasons behind an act. It's just that, at times, it can't be seen with your naked eye.
Try understanding, before condemning someone.
You will never know how much it hurts.

So please understand wad we gangster are doing or thinking uu all may come from happy family or grow up in a golden spoon BUT we are not like uu all got lovely family me myself dont really come from a good family either tat's wad ii become today so please dont give the death sentence for gangster alright???

To all my friends outside please cherish the love ones around uu
If not when they are gone please dont regret
Ok time to stop saying all this liaox

Yawn feeling abit bored this few days dont really noe wad ii wan
Tian ar save me ok hahax
Having been staying home after the accident cry cry cry
It's been 3 days liao
So please drive bike with care hahax
Bo licence please dont be like me hahax
Go chiong highway lolx
Hmmm think that's all liao

Continue to rot at home
YAWN~~~~

Yawn boring nothing to do sian
Now not working cause NBYN doing something dont noe wad lahx so got 1 month leave hahax

Have been thinking is it so important to have relationship lolx
So wad tat we that we start wif a r/s when not loving at all rite lolx
When we dont love each other anymore
Ya ii noe ppl do get busy when sch re-open
But only uu dont bother dont sms me or wad
So wad for ii care so much rite

I kanna accident uu also dont care at least your friend do care
Wad kind of r/s am ii having dammn it lahx
Make me no mood already


Fuck off from my life uu asshole

Yawn tis few days so boring NO LIFE
Stay at home slack slack slack cause ii have a 1 week break lol
Tomorrow 2009 count down going where sia
PLEASE II WAN TO GO OUT
CAN ANY KIND SOUL JIO ME OUT
II DONT WAN TO STAY AT HOME FOR THIS DAY
GOD DAMMN IT
Anyway nothing special going on for me other than work and sleep^^
Hmmm seriously life seems better w/o hanging out wif them
Makes me feel more freedom and getting smarter hahax
Think tat's all bahx
PLEASE ANY KIND SOUL OUT THERE
ASK ME OUT FOR DATE CAUSE II HAVE ENOUGH OF STAYING AT HOME!@#!@#!@!@#!@#!@#12##$^$%&^$*$#$^

Oh my tian it's been ages since ii blog hahax
Since ii nw gt the time to blog so ii shall blog jus finish work and reach home nt long dammn tired and still working at raffles as image consultant lolx

Have been thinking manger and boss say ii gt sliver tounge but y cant my sales go up dammn dulan lehx stuck wif tat figure for 1 week liao lehx BANG WALL LAHX =(
I wan my sales up up up but y cant have been thinking ii noe photoshop is nt good as ratz but cant compare mahx he work how long ii how long wapiang ehx

But i'm not so going to give up for my future ii have to chiong ar chiong ar chiong till ii hit my target yawn hahax.
So sleepy think ii go slp liao tmr still have to work yawn SIAN LAHX nite nite sweet dream LOLX....

ii believe our love is strong

we have been throught lots of quarrel

and tis is wad make us stronger

ii wish we will last forever

as ii say before uu will be my first and last girl in my life hope uu will the same to me

cause ii love uu ^^

Hmmmm...
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DDDDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNTTTTTTTTTT
KKKKKKKKKNNNNNNNNNOOOOOWWWWW
WWWWWWWWAAAAAAADDDDD
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMM
TTTTTTTHHHHHHIIIIIINNNNNNKKKKKIIIIIIINNNNNGGGG

Can someone tell me wad's happening maN
OH~GOSH

TIAN AR SAVE ME MAN *_*

tonight will be the night tat ii will regret:(
over again please dont like tis happen
ii will live to see uu another
ii swear it's true
cause a girl liike uu is
impossible to find impossible to find

Haiz sian thanks to lim weiheng he LOST MY MEMORY STICK tamade!!!
My song my picture EVERYTHING are GONE FOR GOOD so GG nw...

Anyway tis few days very busy bringing work to home hahax
Help my client do photoshop my hse de comp gt photoshop but nt as good as my office de bo bian mah office using IMAC mah dont noe how many zero hahax ii only using acer sob sob how ii wish ii can get a IMAC for my christmas present whahahax jus kidding lalalalax

So guys out there if uu wan to me to design any photo or do any touch-up for ur photo feel free to gib me a call or msn me hahahax ii will try to help uu de hahahax who am ii wor IMAGE CONSULTANT FROM NAUGHTY BY NATURE (nbyn) hahahahaxx

Hohoho FINALLY ii can find sometime to sit infront of my comp and blog WOW
All ii can say is i'm so busy working no time for this and tat sian never mind when pay come whahaha
SPAM liao lah hahaha....
Anyway ii found another new job loh thanks lifah hahaha
When uu wan to treat me tat day help uu earn so much leh haha actually uu treat me eat BK liao but at jp ii treat uu eat apple pie from mos burger leh hahahx

Seriously my tis job is fun lor almost everyday gt chiobu to see hahax but very stress lor mus sell and promote the package image consultant sound nice hor but the job STRESS lah first mus tell the mark up artist wad makeup should they put hair also than wad kind of cloths they have to wear and this is where they drain my brain juice have to think the pose for them wad kind of ligthing and blah blah blah blah lah...

After all this its time to show them the photo than do photoshop for them after all this time to ask them to buy the package and their face will like change dammn fast lorx haiz typical SINGAPOREN hahahahahahahax :p

Think tats all liao lah tmr still need to work yawn anyway ii change number again hahax...
The 93643754 seldom use already when ii noe the new number ii will blog it or msn bt start using alraedy lolx....

I just love to be random(:

Haaaaah CHOOO!! This blog is dusty man! Let's all blame this stupid laogong. Haha. He's working la so bz. ;D Image consultant. T.T

This blog dusty le.
Updates!
- Yizhan's wallet is missing, please return it to him if anyone finds it.
-People who is found stealing will get it from ME!!! xD

-Nice ppl, please return luhh, inside got his IC, ezlink, posb card, NO money, some other cards and most importantly, our PICTURES!!

-So, kind ppl, if u see it, please return it.

-Its a black billabong wallet :D

it is 5.05pm on my clock now.. the birds are chirping and the wind is blowing. what a wonderful day. as i sit here typing this post happily, my poor laogong is working very hard. i miss him really very much and i mean very much. when i am free, i will go change his blogskin for him ;D
i am currently studying for my biology test for tmr. so i will just type till here (:

my dear yizhan, you are missed loads. <3

hmmm nothing much to say so let the pic say lol...

actually also nothing to say lol yawn...

aiya take lah take lah kns ^^

mummy i'm so going to sue u KNS

hey who took tat????

erm wad u pointing wor????

xiao zhu & mummy ^^

it is 2.44pm. i'm bored

Today nothing much lol...
Wake up watch tv and eat breakfast cum lunch cause i woke up a 1plus hahaha...
Than ard 3.11pm jr sms say need help at hp shop so i ju went down and help till now hahaha...
Kinda fun helping at hp shop everyday can see different kinds of customer and CHIO BU whahaha....
So i now going for my dinner and after tat going down to help up again hahaha..

Today weiheng finally brought his aigro skate liao lol...
So congratz him lor lol...
After getting his new skate so went for a test run on his skate haha...
First stop hongkah sec haha long time never go back there liao so went to take a look...
After tat went to m mart jurong east de and noe wad we saw some chio bu from shuqun sec haha...
When we leaving and i dont noe tat i gt mei li hahahaha...
I dian diao those gals hahahah
Heard from weiheng tat those gal say me cute when i skate down the slope hahaha
I was like u sure bo me also stun sia they say me cute wor keke....
Then ju skate to my hse for training for his new skate and my slalmo haha ^^

So tat's all for today bah hahaha I'M CUTE WHEN BLADING hahahahahahahahaha XD

me is more on dance skate

his is more on stunts

maybe tat make us different

the road we ride

so wish him all the best bah

the feeling is gone when u went for stunts

but there's nothing i can say

as u say before

we ride on differnent road

Today leh nothing special noh haha...
Went for co practice at frontier haha time like fly so dammn hell fast when u noe how to play song haha...

Hmm have been thinking should i delete "our" blog dont noe nah...
Think today will be a long post to me...
About my feeling towards her ^^

I really dont noe wad's happening to me this few months y am i treating everybody so different and i get angry so easily i jus dont noe y...
Is it beacuse of my study which is making me stress and if tat is the reason i think tat is so de lame can haiz...

How i start a r/s wif hillary???
Think tat is 2004 when we having co concert and slowly start to have feeling for her and few months later i ask her for stead and she say yes and the day we stead is 060607 nice date leh....
And slowly quarrels start cause of my attitude which cause tis break up which is somewhere around august or september i think so cause i dont remember unhappy thing lol...

Than have been trying to forget her but but but we talk to each other during november 2007 which we are getting to prepare for the concert at esplande and tat is where our love story start all over again...
On 01012008, 12am we began a new chapter again althought there is some problem on march which is my birthday on tat month we really had a big quarrel over 1 guy....
After tat problem we become more loving to each other day by day and i realise something we get stronger through quarrel cause we get to noe more about each other of wad he/she need or want...

The most recent one is on her b'day or should i say tis is her worst b'day she ever had...
Last year i was hoping to celebrate her birthday wif her but our r/s is nt stable but tis yr we are so stable liao but i never celebrate wif her cause something went wrong again which i dont wish to say....
And we have been having the cold war for a month or so and i also told her tat i need a time-out and she gave me a time-out...
Day after day i'm still keep on giving her cold shoulder till TODAY 140808 am i a little bit over??? Today is the day wheather i should continue this r/s or not having been thinking tis problem for days if i really wan to continue i really mus gib 101% if not no deal at all....
Wondering is it so hard to love tat person???

So after all this talk and rubbish my ans is (drum roll)














I SO GOING TO GIVE 100% TO YOU AND HOPE U WILL DO SO CAUSE I LOVE YOU ^^

Think this is my longest post liao haha ^^
Shall have a goodnight sleep tonight ^^

Hey hey finally i got 100 post liao haha...
Took me so long to get 100 post lol...

Yesterday someone really make me dammn angry... U ask urself when u all ask me to help u buy thing HAVE I EVER SAY NO yesterday i'm cooking dinner and u all ask me to help u buy dinner i say wait cause i cooking than u say wad :if u don wan buy just say, don need to say wait then in the end dua ppl.... Than i ju reply i really cooking how u wan me to buy...

Walao eh make me so dulan only KNS everytime u all ask me help u do this or wad i will confrim say yes de unless i gt something on but yesterday really make me emo for awhile and think for awhile almost seriously almost everytime u gt need me to help u all than call me only wad is this man... After reading my blog u hate me or wad seriously i dont give a dammn shit cause i'm speaking from the bottom of my heart and i dont wan people to come asking me who is the person who make me so angry cause i wont say a single thing as i still respect u...

Hmmm enough of those rubbish lol....
Life's is really dammn great being single tat's all i can say haha... Nobody come and fan u or wad haha...
As for sch leh so far so good haha almost everyday playing soccer whahaha...
Not working for the time lor mus study first so guys out there dont jio me to TOWN LAH i bo money liao leh unless u all wan to treat me whahaha... Which i noe u all wont so generous de keke...
Another thing is tat i have found where i belong liao my skate crew ^^ the city riders the crew name haha.... Actually not really is the shop name also haha.... Last week for the first time went night blading wif them and the feeling is WOW!!!! song ar haha macham de road is ur laopei own like tat haha cause we from bugis skate to suntec from 10pm skate till 3+ like tat dammn hell fucking shock haha...
Think tat's all liao haha ^^

Haiz tis song really shows how i feel now =(
I really dont noe wad to do now HAIZ~~
Is it true tat i'm gonna be a hongster forever???
NO i really dont i jus wanna be a normal guy wif a normal relationsship
Is it tat difficult haiz i really dont noe lah
Nvm forget it

Here are some the photos i took on my last day of work and some dont noe is when de ^^

haiz really miss those days at mac de laughter and everything haha so fun wor keke....
but going to mac soon cause i so MISS them haha ^^

It's been a long time since i last blog lol...
Anw having some r/s problem for the pass 1 week or so and busy wif 2 jobs hoping to earn lots of money for no reason haha...
Actually is have lah getting ready to run home haha jkjkj lol

Yesterday went for night biking wif my senior all ex hongkah badminton de haha...
Really have fun lor althougt we only spent ard 5hrs chit chat only than went to boon lay market for our dinner than ju 2 bicycle and mE the only blader all went to jp the park there went up the the bridge sit down and really have a nice chat esp weimin gt fame liao wor haha repesent singapore for the para and get silver back and last monday was on tv haha...

Times fly real fast TIME dont WAIT for people tat's all i can say army de army, study de study haha... All gt their own business to do as for me haha studying and working....

Still rememeber everytime after training some of us will go to dont noe wad block to slack lah eat lah and talk rubbish haha those time really bring laughter ... Times change hope tat we can be together agian and talk rubbish like last time hope to meet up soon haha ^^

never update again. this person ah.

sob. this stupid laogong of mine ah, never update.

):

on the 1st july, it is our 7th month! yayness!
haha. being happy here alone.
oh.. and i went to skate with him today, the super noob with the super pro. i am the super noob la. falling down all the time, i'm like chasing him all the way. he is super fast!! i repeat, my laogong is pro(:
byes!

Well, that's RANDOM!!

Take all my loves, my love, yea, take them all:
What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?
No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call;
All mine was thine before thou hadst this more.
Then, if for my love thou my love receivest,
I cannot blame thee for my love thou usest;
But yet be blamed if thou this self deceivest
By wilful taste of what thyself refusest.
I do forgive thy robb'ry, gentle theif,
Although thou steal thee all my poverty;
And yet love knows it is a greater grief
To bear love's wrong than hate's known injury.
Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows,
Kill me with spites; yet we must not be foes.

William Shakespeare (1564-1616)

Lalala~ Sad thing Yizhan never update. Aww. Work so much only, really pity this guy lahhs. Anyway, i revive revive abit ;D He's currently working now so i hope he appreciate this. wheeheehee. aiya. today is sunday, he is working from 9.30am to 6.oo pm today. He will not be free from this time. he works almost everyday. how i wish i can see him ):
haha. nothing to say alr. but i really LOVEEEEEE yizhan!

toodles!

Hmmm the pictures for today went vivo wif mei and we watch the hulk is so nice de lor haha...
Than after tat took pic on the way back to je and KBOX time till 12 so i ju reach home not long only haha...

oUr rEflectionBoon ann mE weiheng (ass lah weiheng ur stupid hand)
mE weiheng shuting edmunnd ( dont show ur tounge leh weiheng)
mE & mEi (whose hand is tat muz be weiheng again ass him)
shuting mE & mEii
mE & edmunnd
Hoho i poke weiheng nose yuks...

Hoho yesterday was so FUN and I'M LOVIN IT haha...
Went to east coast park wif mac crew hoho... On the way there i on the bus emo haha...
Than grace ju sms me lol is lame de lor haha...
Reach there liao me eric benjamin rent rollar blade haha...
Me like a deer on i ice like tat haha wan fall dont wan to fall like tat haha...
But eric more worst lor keep on falling for the 2 to 3 hours i think so haha...
His butt gone liao haha....
Than ju went cycling wif zona on the two seater of course me the driver...
After cycling me and eric ju pull weiheng down the sea and zona also haha...
Of all the girls i saw zona very wan de qi lor haha... She dont mind we throw her down the sea
infact she play wif us guys haha...
Photo of course gt take de haha... Will upload as soon as i gt the pic from them hoho

Haiz haiz haiz~
Exam exam exam~
Tired tired tired~
Sleepy sleepy sleepy~
Sian sian sian~
Stress stress stress~

When can i dont have all this problem leh haiz
Phase test think around nxt week
AND i haben study yet
I dont even really UNDERSTAND the topic at ALLLL
Walao eh sure fail liao lah... my 3.5 is gone arrrrr
Stress lah somemore the exam will last for 2 to 3 months seriously i will go crazy
GOD PLEASE SAVE ME FROM THIS STRESS lol i'm kinda lame over here

Ok currently there's some relationship problem will try to solve it as soon as possible till i'm not really stress may god bless me tat's all i can say...

Hoho long time never blog liao cause study and also go out whaha...

Haiz haben totally understand my subject and my exam and the face test is jus jus jus round nxt week... Walao eh cher not enough time to study lah dammn u man asshole haha...

This few days or week have been meeting xiao zhu almost everyday hoho so happy... Very seldom to meet her everyday de lor... Heng she gt exam than we can meet each other so often haha... Think after exam cant meet so often already bah hope not lor lol... Mus pray to god haha so guai chey

Today leh after meeting her i go to the hp shop at there slack ard 15min xinlong ju come liao at there talk alot of stuff lor... At night play bball with him which is very unusal for me to play bball wif him haha...

So think tat's all liao lah also dont noe wad to blog...

Hohoho...
So long never blog liao due to study and project and ya mostly going to china on either june or july for ard 2 to 3 months lor whaha....

So far so good lor need to adjust my time very well morning go study than ard evening ju went for my training haiz so de very very very tired sob sob :(
But bo bian this is my future my path haha say till like wad siol chey...

After ah hong went inside life change alot tat's all i can say :)
More relax liao lor no need to like everytime mus meet him or wad kinda tire also everyday meet him haha...

Aiya cant blog much or talk much liao need to contiue go do my project thursday DEADLINE liao chiong ar ^^

Really hate those aunty of my... Dammn bitche lah tat's all i can say fuck lah
So wad tat i dont noe when my father return from shanghi so wad... U think i dont wan to ask him when is he coming back u think i dont b4 i could ask him he already left home early in the morning which i'm still sleeping...

All u noe is to say me only i noe my surname is DIFFERENT from ur family i'm chang and u all are koh so wad u think i gib a fucking care jus dont force me till i cant stand it... When the day come let me tell u all dont regreat esp tat fattest aunty dammn u man KKN CCB..

I make sure u will regreat wad u say to me on sunday 6 april 2008 i will make sure u regreat wad u told me his ur father and u dont wan to care him dont even noe when is he coming back wad kind of son are u... I will remember wad u told u me u FAT pig jus u wait till u make me turn mad....

To all the KOH family dont think tat i dont noe wad are u all think about espically some of the mothers ya i may be ahbeng and told ur sons or daughter not to follow me or wad rubbish... Jus to tell u for ur info ahbeng is ahbeng but i never disrespect u all until today wad kind of fucking face u all gave me u think i stupid or wad dont noe anything ar KNN...

Jus u all wait and see i will break this family apart and make u all regreat...

Hmmm back to blog liao lor...
Firstly ahhong went for tattoo at his left leg haha funny lah him... Keep on asking me yizhan which leg should i put ar left or right haha... He kept on asking me to do 1 wor i was like dont wan lah the sound already so scary still wan me put haha dont noe lah wad i noe is i will not put de haha...

For ahhong case so far so good postpone again to 15 april if i'm not wrong it will postpone again will at least i gt update my blog for some people ^^

CHEERS^^

Whahah!!!
Has been meething :) 4 days in a row i think so bah haha...
Today :) brought me to church and i was like feeling so sleepy long time never go church liao and :) parents like very welcome me siol :) mother hug me haha and :) father talk to me alot of stuffs about those church things i was like at there hmmm, ya lor, haha in the end :) came to my rescue if not i will STUCK there talking to :) father for a long time haha...
Hmmm i think blog till her bah very tired due to playing long hours of badminton haha...

CHEERS ^^

Hey hey back to blog lol...
Alot of happy memory and funny memory haha...
Have been meeting dear alot of days and do morning exercise inside the bush at taman jurong park... While learing cycling she fall into the bush haha should take down anyway never mind haha... Jus cant stop laughing lol

I think our relationship have improve alot after this holiday haha...
Like this also go bah i think so...
Tomorrow ahhong going to court liao wish u all the best tat's all i can say...
Almak wad i wan to blog ar forget liao man shit lah...
Never mind i wan go slp liao tomorrow need to wake up early...
Good night

First, identify yourself as right or left brain person:1. Hold your hands together, as if you were

praying.

Look at your hands.

Left thumb is below the right thumb: left brain

Right thumb is below the left thumb: right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you as if you are angry.

Look at your hands.

Right arm above left arm: left brain

Left arm above right arm: right brainBased on 1 and 2 (order important),below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left: Considerate, traditional, indirect type. Can instinctly read other's emotion and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, gives others a 'being protected' feeling. But their weakness is they cannot say no. Regardless how unwilling they are, they will still take care of others.

Right-Right: Straightforward. Once decided on something, they will take action right away. Very curious and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they don't listen to others. They will filter in only what they want to hear in a conversation and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left: Dedicated, cold, perfectionist. Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat(or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of pride and feels strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right: Likes to take care of others, the leader type. Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool, calm nature and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

i am right left. you?

Ya lah ya lah all my fault liao lah happy...
I from good guy until bad guy lah can mah..
I wan be good guy also cant than i ju be bad guy forever lah...
TAMADE

Blog blog blog...
I'm back to blog liao...
This few days also dont noe y lah...
This nt happy tat also not happy...
After 9 march i'm really guilty jus to help qi i lie to her parents haiz siao liao lah...
Qi ar sorry leh... Wan to help u meet him in the end haiz...
1 week holiday long is not long short is not short wad should i do sia...
She gt extra lesson k lor... Dont bother her lor she wan go out with her friends ju ok bah i also cant stop her maybe in her placing i'm the last anyway never mind she happy ju can liao...
Me leh ju be sleeping god for 1 whole week bah lol...
Dont noe wad to do tmr haiz... Sad sad de 1 week holiday

Hohoho...
My birthday had pass and i'm offically 17 liao...
Lol nxt yr than 18 when 18 sure chiong dont noe until where liao haha...
Before my birthday quarrel with my stead haiz kinda regret...
Hope tomorrow will be a better day bah...
MAY GOD BLESS ME lol
Never go anywhere on my birthday leh only ahlongsan and ahhong come my house use comp haha...
Than ahlongsan ju went home left me and ahhong go 496 eat mee pok haha like shit sia ahhong eat less than half ju throw away the food liao me ju eat finish cause HUNGRY lah they all lah waste time tamade haha...
Than ju at 496 slack until 11.58pm ju go cause ahhong need to rush home lol...
So now will blogging i'm also missing her lots and sad lah...
Told her i wan to break but i fact i love alot...
Hope tomorrow can meet her bah...

dear i really love u lots

i jus cant imagine how is my life w/o you

still remember 4 to 5 months w/o you

i felt so miserable

hope we can be together again

wo ai ni

HUART AR!!!
Xiao Mi the case postpone tat means we can go go play liao haha...
Now at home waiting for him to come than we ju go 496 eat and slack lor haha...
Also nothing to do mah...
Haiz tmr wan go where wor also dont noe lah
So wad tmr is my birthday big fuck ar
Also no ppl to pei me go out stead need to study
Never mind lah stay at h0me and rot ju can liao
Sometime wondering is dear hiding anything from me i also dont noe
Aiya dont wan care so much lah
She wan to run i also cant dont anything tat xiao mi teach de haha...
Aiya going out soon liao lah

Haiz today leh my brother going to court liao sad lah...
Never mind later go wif him hope the case will postpone 1 more time cause we still alot of things haben done yet leh haha...
If postpone again XIAO MI u say the hor chiong gaylang haha... Yesterday we saw alot of CAI liao haha...
Seriously i will try to go visit u wif piggygurl haha u now wad i talking lah hor haha... U all dont hide liao lah i noe wad's happening already piggygurl i noe u so long liao when u like someone hor haha i can see the whaha
Well wish i stay long wif him and also must wait for my brother leh haha...

ZHENG HUA 435 HUART AR~

Wa piang long time never blog liao haha...
Going out almost EVERYDAY haha...
Dear dont jealous leh haha...
Currently i'm at my friend house ton and doing nothing lol
At home also sian also dont noe wad to do also
Omg i also dont know wad to blog leh
Alot of things also cant say out sian lah
Erm wif my dear is so far so good lor haha lol
Wad am i talking about y all so lame de
Aiya also dont noe wad to blog liao
So ju dont blog liao go play comp lol

CHEERS ^^

Haiz sian dont know wad to do :(
Getting more and more problem liao
No work having relationship like dont have like tat :(
Wad is happening to me dying soon how i wish i could die faster
I jus dont really wan to live longer leh...

I jus dont know y mus i go into relationship when i'm cant bring myself into it...
Sometime's i wish to end this relationship once and for all and dont wan to go into another relationship anymore...

Should or Should not i dont know muz have sometime to decide this so if YOU saw this dont ask to much sorry

Haiz...

Am i the yizhan i use to be???

I really dont know wad had happen to me this few day even uncle cheng is very angry with me this few days cause in a short day i'm totally different the way i am.... Within 1 week kanna scan by police get into fight while working and is there anymore coming up i really dont know my temper has changed already i can for nothing go fight with people WAD THE FUCK am i doing now a days even i myself also dont know... I can go and die liao lah

Got a very nice stead and i dont even know how to treasure her and go around finding trouble even i myself also dont know how to say myself haizzz

I dont know wad to say liao nite nite...

Yi zhan ar Yizhan time to work up liao dont keep on be a blur fuck like tat
This year ju 17 liao haiz time pass so fast

Long time never blog cause busy wif work haiz wo hen tired everyday work till 5am than sleep lol...

Aiyo i also dont know wad to blog liao

Cheers^^

Okok it's been a long long long time i blog liao...
Have been rotting again actually not rot lor has been at my ah ma house for a long time cause
ah ma move house than go help her lor...

Actually dont wan to blog de but wenxuan ask me to blog and saw hilary also gt update her blog so bo bian lah haha... I'm being FORCE de ok

Aiya i also dont noe wad to blog liao let me go back rot again lol
Bye bye

Okok counting down now i still left 1 more day ju leave singapore liao...
I'm going to be the flag bearer leh whahaha... So excited sia and kinda scare also lol
Have been training real hard for the match hope i can do well lor tat's wad i hope so...
So pray for me and cheer for singapore tat we will do well lor haha...

So yup tat's all liao la time to go for my training again haha...
1 more thing before i forget BLCC de 20th concert so wan buy ticket de pm me or call me 97579335... Thanks for ur support lol

Lalala~~

I'm the champion for the under 17 de whaha...
Well all i can say is it was a tough fough lor...
After the match i was like jelly liao haha cause the match last for 1h30min so yup of coz my leg is dammn tired haha lol...

Counting down now i left around 3days more and i'm leaving singapore for thiland so guys please cheer for me and singapore tat we will do well for the tourment haha...
Ok la blog liao very tired now need to rest bb

A FIGHTER IN BADMINTON... WILL NEVER GIVE UP UNLESS THE SHUTTLE TOUCH THE GROUND ROAR!!!

30 november 2007

The day i left teleplan the feeling is more sad than losing a stead... After working at teleplan i have develop feeling for the company already haiz wad can is said nothing but i really enjoy working there..

Ok no more work liao... Focus on my training for the match at thiland so will be going to the gym dammn often time to train back my speed and stamia...
Actually i dont really have high hope for the match cause i know i will kanna trash as i'm like shit... Haiz~ sad lah never mind lor jus go there have some exp nia better than none haha so wish me luck lor haha... Someone also say will miss me leh haha dont know who sia haha...

Aiya dont know wad to blog liao time to go training at HOME haha pro leh lol...

Hainz~
Long time never blog liao... Cause need to settle office the thing cause this friday 30th is my last day liao... And i had interview alot of people liao only 2 out of 18 is up to my standerd cause 1 guy gt 4 yrs of working exp in IT and yup i call him to come tmr to look look see see... Seriously i really dont wan to leave tat office so soon cause high pay high pos for my age although very stress and no time go pei my friend go out most important NO TIME TO PLAY POOL LAH...

I wan to play pool leh who can accompany me leh... Aiya dont know lah wad i know is tat faster pass all my work to tat guy and i'm free no more burden liao haha... Anyway they going to give me a farewell party for working so hard in the office haha... I know i know i very hardworking de haha...

Aiya dont know wad to say liao leaving singapore to thiland for badminton for 1 week and i really still dont believe tat i'm playing for singapore OMG is this a dream or wad COME ON MAN i think i'm still in my lala land hahah...

OK gtg liao haben settle my work yet so tata...

COUNTING DOWN NOW....

In another 6 more days and i'm out of teleplan liao... Haiz
Kinda sad leh... Although i work there for almost a month liao but at there i make alot of new friends and some of the BIG SHOT people...

Really been busy with work this few day's... Aiya dont know wad to wirte liao so tata

9 day's have past quickly... I really not use to the kind of life w/o Jie

Finally understand wad's life about is either u die or i die that's life finally understood...
Left 10 days more and i'm out of the company liao...
In this few weeks learn alot of things from mattew, ah wu and ah dan i really learn alot of things from u all esepically IT stuff which i can never ever learn all this at school de haha....

Blcc concert coming soon liao wor... If wan to buy ticket u can either call my hp 97579335 or tag in my blog hope to see u there lol...

Haiz though we cant be together anymore

But my love for u is still the same

No change at all

Wad's the point of saying all this when i cant reverse the time

All i can say is let time heal my wound

But 4 months have past liao my feeling have not changed at all

Haiz...

TA MA DE

U DAMMN NOISEY LAH

CAN SHUT UR TRAP UP MAH

STAY IN THIS FAMILY DAMMN SWAY

I SICK U ALSO WAN KIAO BEI

FUCK OFF LAH

NA BEI CHEE BYE

--[4th ASEAN Para Games]-- Nv would i dream of representing my own country... Life will b very different from nw....

Ya i changed alot i know... I may be guai kia infront of u but pai kia outside i know i betrayed u...
No matter wad is say now is no use anymore... U think i'm happy to be a pai kia NO i dont... I create trouble ya i did but i never gave u any trouble cause i dont wan u to worry for me...
I learnt alot from u all this while in ur eyes i have not changed at all... U think tat i never try at all at i'm wasting ur time and effort... I'm sorry if i have waste ur time and effort...
Ya i'm born for nothing wad i know is give trouble, fight with people can mah happy mah...
As unlce say we are not born for thing we have something special in us it jus that we need time to find it out...
Ever since i know u i ask myself can i turn back to real me should i trust u... Should i tell u everything about me... That's my first thought when i become ur gan-di in the end looks like no one can change me at ALL NO ONE...

To Jie: I really never regret u as my jie i highly respect u alot u taught me alot of things which i cant learn in school... U are the first one to make me take a huge step from the old me... Without u i'm really nothing at all i will be still in the well forever... Everything tat i say now i from the bottom of my heart... I really wish that u can still be my jie but now it's over already...

YOU YOU YOU YOU~~~
You tell me lah wad have i done wrong to deserve this kind of fucking attitude KNN...
All i can say is i really dont know wad have i done to make u so angry i really dont know u should know how busy am i working... I have been trying real hard to fine time to pei u liao u also know my working hrs and position...
Aiya no mood to blog liao ar BLOODY HELL BLOODY SHIT U MAN....

Lalalala~~~
Back to blog liao whaha... Today leh take half day leave for wad actually nothing haha jus take for fun lor lol...
Really busy with my work it's like almost everyday there will be a meeting until cant tahan liao lor will go kuku... U think u BIG BOSS I SCARE U AR bloody shit u
Tuesday went to shangerela (dont know how to spell haha) reach there around 10+ to set up all the thing... When the big boss come liao than say wad kind of projecter is that the he say change i was like WTF when can i find it in such a short time than bo bian lor take cab to sim lim square lol... Than reach there liao he ask for a laser pointer than i pass him wo de than he say wad kind of rubbish is that and he ask me to and buy and i go back to sim lim square again KNN... Make me go here go there... Next time u wan come bring ur own thing lah idiot ang mao -_-

When meeting ended the big big boss praise me wor say i very good whaha so happy hehe he say keep up the good work whahaha so happy leh... I think my pay going to increase again haha... Currently my pay for 1 month is $2400 alot leh haha... Than they ask me to extend one more month maybe i will extend maybe not muz see whether i can make it anot mah lol....

Than tomorrow leh no work can rest at home finally wor wan to rest sia... Use to much of my brain until become smarter haha.... Seriously dont know whether wan to go out anot cause qiqi tomorrow gt work than ah jie like no mood aiya i also dont know lah... If they cant make it maybe will ask kian go wif me since that rabbit no more work liao haha...

Nothing to say liao... Later still gt work haben finish today gt 20 slot come in need to settle by tonight and need to send it to 4 different counrty maybe i move my house to the office liao haha...

Ok cant say anymore liao if not really cant finish my work bb...

Ok finally got time to sit on my wonderful and beatiful computer chair and i'm really missing it alot haha... Back to the crappy me liao haha lol...
So far so good went to work almost everyday liao haha... Wan to earn 1 million b4 25 -_- i know i'm kinda lame haha...
Anyway i go dye me hair liao haha... Okok lor man nice de hehe
Finally i and her become friend liao which is a good thing to me haha... Although we cant be stead or wad at least we are still friend right haha... Growing mature day by day hope so... Sunday went to my family gathering and OMG... My cousine older than me by 1 year still act like a kid and i was like -_-"
Freak me out lor haha... I know is kinda bad to say abt him like tat but it was all true de lor... Yesh forget it think liao make me wan to puke haha....

Hmmm i think blog to here liao bah... Starting to miss the days i had with my friend after sch go arena or k-pool play pool haiz... Sad now all of us had our own thing need to do liao lor... Haiz

Heard that mr's bay is leaving hkss soon liao... Happy for them but sad for us honest speaking althought i hate her to the core but she really build up hkss de name everybody think that our sch is a gangster sch blah blah blah... But without her help our sch really sux that's all i wan to say liao lah...

Need to go rest cause tomorrow working sob sob.... I WAN PLAY POOL

Aiyo yo... Really dammn long never blog liao haizz..
Pai seh busy working mah... Cant really have a good night slp sob sob soon or later i going to become panda bear liao haha...
Hmmm actually i also dont know wad to blog liao jus know that i very busy for the past fews weeks and no time for me to go out and enjoy sob sob i'm so sad and tired i wan go ja lan ja lan....
So wont be seeing me on9 or blogging for very long due to work lor so dont miss me hor haha....
I think thats for all liao lah... Wan to replensh my energy cause tomorrow also got work haizzz....
Sian ahhhh....

Tata...

Haiz~~

So long never blog liao... Kinda miss the day at hong kah sec already cant make teacher angry anymore liao... No more fun, no more di siao people days, no more throwing fork spoon and foods during recess liao... Haiz so many things cant to with my class liao kinda sad...
Although alot of clashs between chinese and malay but in the end we are still friends... So fast leaving school liao.. Also dont know wad to do lor secondary school is the best cause u will know wad's true friendship when u in trouble they will chiong wif u no matter wad... When u lonely or bored they will try to cheer u up all this u can never find it in primary school that's wad i know...

Sat leh when PS with kian.hua,vin and mrs grace our school counsellor as this is our last year in school she treat us go eat swensen and it cost her S$205 for 6 perosn we all was like open mouth haha... Than she say never mind cause next time cant see us liao all go other place liao...
After mum mum when to play maximum tune haha long time never play liao... Than ju blah blah walk walk than i go home first than ju like that for the day...

Sun went co with my pig nuer cause she play dizi de so ask her go as wad daryl wants so when there liao... Intro james to her and her lesson begin.... After co she went home me, kenneth and shifu went boon lay market have our lunch than blah blah blah kenneth waiting for eugne than after awhile i ju go liao lor...Than ju went home went out go eat than at night ah jie cook japanese curry rice and salmon sushi haha... Than eat liao ju go home play comp so that's for sunday...

Today 9.30am wake up getting ready to go for work haha... Actually not getting ready that is a excuse only to play comp haha... Later work start at 3 and end at 11pm than i think only like this la... Nothing to say liao wan go play comp liao whaha....

Seriously i kinda miss u when u went to hongkong for 1 week

haha...Omg i start to miss u liao haha

Stupid apple head...

Yes Yes Yes Yessssssssssssss~~~~
I'm free finally from wad ah i also dont know leh jus feel really dammn happy for today haha...
Today i kind heart 6.30am wake up jus to meet huiqi and pass her the calculator than reach home liao i try to sleep but jus cant so bo bian lor first time on the comp so early than play until 11.30 go meet huiqi cause she pei me go jp to meet "her"... On the way to take bus say lifa, jingzhu and kelvin... Than lifa, kelvin and huiqi acc me to jp while waiting for the "friendly girl" we walk walk than walk liao went to TOILET to meet her lol... First time meet ppl at toilet de haha... Than ok lor went to toilet there liao went inside cant find her so went to the gents than come out of the toilet liao she ask me to meet her at there sasa there than she very big sia let us wait for her she think she wad big ah lol.... Saw her liao her first word is " long time no see" lol... Than take she ju scram away lol....

After she scram liao the 4 of us was like at mac slack than told them i 1.15 need to go cause i got exam than ok lor... While walking to the bus stop hungry liao and for my whole life this is my first time eat cup noodle at 7-11 haha.... Eat liao take bus to school nearly cant go in cause nearly late but dont have la heng sia left 1 more min ju late liao lol... Than paper start liao do only 45min ju sleep cause the paper dammn hell easy lor... Than after that ju went home slp haha...

So that's rougly for today and 1 more think i going to dye my hair soon liao haha...

Hey hey notice anything... Yup my blogskin had been changed and all is done by jie thanks ah jie haha...
Haiz tomorrow is my last day at hong kah liao kinda miss it sia... All my memory start from there whethere is it good or bad haha...
Anyway never mind muz look from the bride side... New friends haha and new girl also haha...

Alot of u all have been asking me y i so long never on9 liao cause my comp was down and now is ok liao whaha...
Huiqi and jie told me to change for my blog link but very de ma fan lor so still thinking whether wan to change link lol...

Aiya so long never write blog liao i also dont know wad to write about maybe tomorrow haha something interesting haha...

Ok the time now is 0915am and i'm now at school using comp from 8 am until now lol...
LOL... Y am i saying all this haha so long never blog liao cause of exam and personnal thing... Really thanks to huiqi and xinyi cause they keep on telling me not to care about her cause she really dammn filrt so fast find a stead liao... Or should i listen to them go for the HWCI de but i dont know leh... Dont wan to go in relationship so fast later i kanna break down again very tired de leh... Anyway leaving hong kah very soon liao maybe going to poly lor haha if result dammn sux i than go ITE by right my result can go poly haha... Go SP find daryl haha hope he still there lol...

Wont be using computer for a long long long time cause my comp break down liao do project until the comp ki siao liao haha and playing game also haha...
Than jingxuan have been working at m mart for about 1 week liao and i have been her so call teacher for 1 week also... She hor really not stable sia small thing call me hope she will learn somethings lor and she better come back to work after her exam if she dont come back i will go her house and hunt her down haha....

I think that's all for this few weeks bah i think so other than that is nothing special liao... Erm huiqi pai seh hor everytime say about her u know who i talking de la haha... I really never regret u to be my mei and ur jie as my jie... Aiyo y am i saying all this thing haha ki siao liao haha...
Aiya cher kb already need to go liao lol...

Study Study and Study has been study for this few weeks and my head is getting bigger and bigger already going to explode already lol...
Yesterday went jp with xinyi, huiyan, yangxin and who ah forget already lol.... Promise xinyi went to pei her go jp eat subway than ok lor since nothing better to do also haha...
On the bus all like crazy kid wor playing on the bus haha....

Reach liao eat and eat than distrube people haha....Than xinyi hor really dont know how to say her sia.... At there burb i was stunt liao haha cant she be more lady like omg somemore is public lor... Anyway nvm really dammn funny lor...

After eating went to dont know wad shop la but i know is at 3 floor haha.... Go pierce ear haha....
Is funny de lor at there still cant decide wan or dont wan in the end still went to pierce lol...
Than shop shop than eat eat than sit sit ju all go home liao...
Than i ju went home to slp haha... Cause need to study lol
I think until here liao bah cause feel tired after today paper...

Without u in my heart i felt lost

Totally lost

You told me to study hard

I will study hard

Jus wish that we can be together again

Can we be back again

I will wait paitently for that day

You will still remaind in my heart forever

Yaya i know alot of u all have been telling me not to feel sad or wad....
But i jus cant dont feel sad now u all may seen me very crazy or wad....
But inside de me i'm still cant get over it at all or should i say i dont know how to get over it... And it's very hard for me to get it over... The time's i have with her i jus cant forget it really...
Sometime i can jus think of u when i'm having my exam like yesterday... Jus thinking of the days we where together...

Haiz now i really dont know wad to do also... This also cant do that also cant... I'm really going crazy liao la.... Jus really wish to be with u again... Really

That's my last wish of all...

The photo below are DA RI ZI de
DATE; 22,23,24,25 aug

Me,Qi,Shifu

dong dong chiang ! here na zha come

na zha & xiong tei gong !

na zha drink tea with dua li ah peh...


dua li ah peh & xiong tei gong

'da shi ' chanting.....
'shi fu' chanting......

dua li ah peh
the most formal praying pattern
(highly respect)

The 3 gurdian for na zha haha on that day ... (Me, Huiqi,Xinlong)

Hmmm today jie and huiqi left singapore and went to batam... Me sure will miss them de although they only went for 3 days 2 night haiz...
Today leh after tuition was on the way home when some idiot playing football at the basketball court and i think i was dreaming while walking and i never notice the ball coming straight at my facr and PIAK my face kanna hit and my spec was like OMG....

Dont know how to describe it haha...
So went to my house downstairs to do my spec... While walking to the shop i think i saw "her" at my house there the market although i cant see clearly but the bag which i gave look simliar tat i gave her on her birthday... Of course i never call her cause later mistaken for the wrong people haha.... But cant blame me la me never wear spec....
Shit say until spec i'm having my exam next week die liao la.... Cant see clearly haha aiya bo bian la muz wait until tuesday or wednesday than can get my new spec... For now i not wearing any spec sob sob cant see chio bo liao haha....

After u left me the days seem slower and slower

My result staring to sink down

Hiaz... Wad for i say so much when there's nothing i can do anymore...

Might as well i concerate on my study now...

Hmmmm.... So long never blog liao wor to busy studying liao haha...
Yesterday leh is teacher day and went to alot of primary school which i'm not from there... First stop is my primary school shuqun follow by rulang than boon lay garden primary school than jurong primary than aiya to many liao forget already than as usual me and him reach liao BLGS is to destroy some of the thing same for rulang haha... Pull the basketcourt de net down haha....

After all this touring some went to arena play pool than me also follow cause long time never play pool liao haha.... Is fun de lor than saw "her" me at there hesiate whether wan to go say hello anot... In the end never go cause also dont know y... Never mind forget it bah

Haiz exam is next week... People holiday wen need to go back school for exam remadial lesson aiya sian la...
Looks like my 1 week hoilday is gone liao all the day give to those cher already fuck them la haha....

I think blog until here liao haha...
To lazy to blog this few days.... :P

23 August 2007 is the day where i'm force to become a free bird...

Am i happy?
OR
Am i sad?
OR
Am i angry?
OR
Or i all the above i had said?

I really dont know now... Wad i'm feeling now is confused
Wad am i going to do tmr?
I also dont know will it lead me to jail?
I dont know?
Who can comfort me now? I dont know
Really cherish those day's i had with her...
Although i cant saved this relationship anymore...
Cause of our different lifestyle... Does it matter at alll?
I dont know?
Why do u stead with me in the first place?
Can anyone tell me?
Why cant i put down this relationship?
Why cant i with her forever?
Why must all this happen so quickly?
Why must all this happen WHEN I NEEDED U THE MOST
Why i really dont know why....
I really wish to be with u...
But u say that u dont wan to continued anymore....
I really dont know...
I'm in a messed now now...
How long will it take me to recover this damaged...
The damaged is to deep liao....
Even me myself dont know whether can i take it anot...
Will it take me months or year to recover this hurt...
Who can save me?
U....
Or who god?
Just wish to patch back with u really....

Boo!!!

Can see that i'm feeling better liao haha...
Hmmm wad did i done for today leh?
Today after school meet huiqi and the rest at first is xinlong wan take cab go home in the end 8 of us take cab home xinlong, shixiang and jiarong 1 cab, than jolean 1 cab she rich sia haha... Than me,huiqi, fish and jane 1 cab haha... Of coz me and huiqi get down first haha...

Than the both of us went home... Well waiting for huiqi phone call me went to slp haha me turning to pig liao la...
3pm huiqi call me to go her house haha cause she say so... Than reach her house liao the 3c keep on licking me sia i think they miss me alot cause long time never saw them liao haha...

Than me and xinlong at huiqi house play haha.... Hmmm the more i see huiqi and xinlong hor they do look like dj couple haha... Than ask huiqi if u and him is dj couple than me and my stead is wad... Than there was a long pause haha cause cant think 1 lol... Than i say xianyue couple haha not bad right lol...

Roughly like this for today still got alot more de... But today me lazy to blog haha...
Recover liao is like this de haha....
So tmr than contiun to blog haha lol...

Hmmm... Today leh reach home ard 3 like that cause go eat mac with huiqi they all haha...
Went to school with a red nose and my friend now call me red nose deer dammn it.... Like small kid sia haha...

Whole day have been trying very hard not to faint but in the end cant make it and i faint liao... Lucky my friend with me than they walk me to sick bay lor... Thanks bro
Inside the room i felt so hot hot until i took of my cloths and they fan is on also in fact i should feel cold rather than hot...

During that few hour i felt like diying no one by myside the feeling is very terrible jus dont know how to say... Dont know wad happen to me liao i myslef also dont know....

Yesterday sorry to make weimin worry for me sorry leh... Cause she was like keep on calling my house phone and i never pick up than she worry until wan to cry out liao haha... Aiyo dont need worry la... I wont die so fast de i will tell u before i die haha jkjk...
Than first time chat with her until i slp haha... Than she thought i die liao haha silly her but kinnda funny and cute also haha...

Last night slept half way nearly die cause of my asthma... I thought no more liao lor abt 4 years liao...Than astham attack lor than call my friend who stay 12 floor lend me his spray than ju ok lor really dammn heng sia i... If not i think i die at 9.30pm liao.... Hmmm still can remember the time until so clearly haha...

Hmmm dont know wad to blog liao leh... I think i blog until here liao bah
I blog or no blog also the same de lor... Cause no 1 will come and see de haiz...
Anyway never mind... Cher day's coming soon liao
Wan to go back to see my cher really miss her lots and lots and lots...
K la blog until here liao time to eat my horrigble de medicine sob sob....

Ok jus reach home nia... Went to see doctor lor
Sick again haiz... Dont know y this few day's can sick easily maybe going to die liao...
I think like this better lor lol...

After school kian and hua come my house watch "secret" 3 guys watching haha...
Me watch the show dont know how many time liao.... Until can memorised wad they talking haha...
Than at my house play play play and i forgot something... Forgot to take out my socks and while playing i fell and hit my tail-bone... And i'm lucky nothing happen to or else something will happen some will know wad happen to my tail-bone... So heng lor nothing happen if not i now i hospital liao lol...

Than jus now go see doctor and my tail-bone also cause of the fall jus now... Than give me some medicine lor...
Than fake fake ask the doctor for sleeping pills haha... Cant sleep sia this few day's maybe is exam bah... Really driving me crazy liao...

Hmmm who free sia... I wan go watch the secret again haha... Me siao liao...
Muz de-stressed as daryl say =D
Aiya lazy to blog liao go eat dinner eat medicine than ju go orh orh liao if can sleep ju ok lor...

Hmmm... Just reach home... Morning leh went to co and we learn a new song and is okok lor...
After co went to m mart to find huiqi and xinlong and 2 more uncle also haha...
As usual at there chit chat haha... Huiqi say me more and more like old man liao... OMG
Than call jingxuan come down also haha... She saw huiqi and xinlong than she like dont wan go over until i pull her funny sia she....

Than we all at there talk rubbish play erhu she more pro than me sia sob sob....
She can be my cher liao lol...
Than around 3+ huiqi and xinlong go home left me jingxuan and 1 uncle at there talk talk lor...
Than stay 5+ jingxuan go liao... Than here come's the story..

Here the story goes:

uncle: yi zhan ah..
me: ya?
uncle: that girl not bad leh... although she not pretty or wad but at least she very guai...
me: orh than? wad u wan me to do sia... break up with my current stead and stead with her meh lol...
uncle: i know like this very bad... but dont u think she like u..
me: HUH!!! uncle food can anyhow eat word's cant anyhow say sia... dont sabo me leh...
uncle: i'm telling u the truth... uncle wont sabo u de.... u tell uncle when i sabo u..
me: uncle u serious meh??? aiya she wont like me de la... i also not special only good in badminton somemore i got stead liao...

So that's roughly wad i have remember the rest forgot liao cause very long sia...
Than jingxuan moving house liao... Maybe near my house there 510 just now walk with her cause me still at m mart so on the way mah my house 511 ju walk with her lor...
And that's for today haha...
Tomorrow need to study liao....

Hmmm yesterday really enjoy with shirly, luanting, meiqi, jermy and hanlin
Hanlin win liao lor... Play DDR with him yesterday make me sweat sia... Somemore i wear until formal sia and my shoe is slippery de lor haha... Around 10 like that me, shirly, luanting and hanlin walk home from jurong east haha... Very hardworking sia haha...
Reach home ask shirly help me do my friendster the thing and ok liao lor...
After that ju sleep liao haha...

So that's all for today and yesterday and tomorrow need to go back school liao haiz sian sia...
So cya...

O ya forget something....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANLIN HAHA...

Ok since i now so free... I shall blog first or else i really no time liao...
Hmmm jus got back for my english paper 2 & 3... And the mark is flying colours wor if u wan to know ask me personally hor... I wont blog it here de or somebody will say me hao lian haha...
Somemore this few days has been studying really hard... I know it's very hard to believe but i'm really studying real hard for this pass this few weeks although u all never notice lol...

Got another laptop liao haha... So happy buy internet than send u de... Hmmm, but i'm not using to play game but to study liao... When go library haha...

Haiz, sometime's really wish that u would be by myside with me when i'm having stress cause i'm having stress now and u are so busy with ur school work... Never mind lor, aiya wad i talking sia lol... I'm getting tired easily this few days haiz.... Diying soon haha

Aiya need to go rest liao as daryl say hmmm muz listen to senior haha... Thanks daryl for the advice haha...
Jia you ah zhanglang, xiaoqiang, guai daddy and durian daddy....

Durian daddy was given by X1ALPHA is the wan we always wan to snatch my durian bloody hell u dont know how to go buy urself ah haha...

Condition now: Sad cause me NO MORE HANDPHONE LIAO.... Wonder how am i going to survie w/o hp haiz...

Never mind lor still muz get use to it.... One more thing sorry if i flare up easily this fews day my friends k... Cause i facing heavy stress now exam has started... La0p0 sorry if i shouted at u or wad... Cause i'm having stress ok... Muz say before hand haha...

Today so sway my hair kanna caught... By bloody cheen than muz go cut hate it sia....
So i bo bian lor... Listen to him cause i guai kia mah very scare of cher de haha...

Lets talk abt ytd... Ytd finally found tat boy ravan liao the boy who stole slacker hp
Than aft school found him liao than he say he got extra lesson until 2.30pm ok so we all wait for him lor...
Wait until 2.30pm grab he to staircase there than at there ask who stole the hp than they keep push here and there... Knn make all of us so fustrated fuck him man...

Than it took us around 30min than they admit that who stole de hp... Lame shit la cant they jus tell us earlier... Waste our time bloody shit u haha...( Mr. toh boon choke line haha... My cpa teacher....)

Than we all at there say alot of terms out.... And they agree cause they got no choice haha but to agree who ask them wan to steal our friend hp and tat's the price u got to pay...
And one more for all the who is reading my post now... We only scare them and never bash them up thanks haha lol...

Ok la blog until here liao tomorrow still got exam liao... And one more thing i found another white hair liao OMG i'm getting older liao haha....

Ok so log never blog liao... Dont care la...
Hmmmm let's check my condition first now i'm having high fever now and i dont know how i get it aiya dont care la die ju die lor...

Hmmm yesterday wad i done ah... O shit i really forget liao
Haiz cant blog liao feeling very weak now dont know tomorrow got the strength to go to school anot haiz...
Sick sick the zhanglang going to die liao.... R.I.P
Blog until here liao... Bb

Hmmm... My condition now dammn sleepy and tired cause of yesterday work...
Yesterday BIG BIG BIG FUNCTION ORGANIZE BY KOPITIAM haha...
Than me do barman die sia yesterday... So many thing happen bar got problem cause those customer la... Than make me run from 2nd floor to 6 floor than back to 2nd floor all i can say is yesterday i was running about... Than work until 11.30pm 30min more to national day haha... So we all was like outside suntec waiting for the time and shout HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPROE than it was like alot of people looking at us haha... Dammn funny and we are stil wearing our suntec uniform haha... Than lucky the captian good la he also celebrate with "we" youngster.... At there eat play drink and talk rubbish as usual me create a new win name "SUNTEC" ya i know this name is very de funny but all of them like it lor... So i ju name it "SUNTEC" if u all wanna try just tell me....

Than after the celebration me went to m mart to find uncle cheng and we talk alot of things talk about huiqi my stead and lots of thing but most of the topic we talk is about huiqi cause uncle cheng really wish to take huiqi as her gan-nuer... But there's alot of things we need to do lor... Than uncle cheng as usual always buy drink for me to drink hehe.... Sometime's i really dammn pai seh sia... Everytime uncle buy beer treat me... Than as we keep on talking and talking uncle say about his life... Than i say uncle cheng y dont i help u look at ur hand which is the palm than i like dont know wad happen to me... It's like i keep on saying uncle cheng de past and alot... Than in the end uncle say everything that i say jus now is accurate and 100% correct... Uncle cheng also say that i may become "dan ki" if u all dont understand go ask ur parents ur parents should know cause i dont know how to explain... If i really become will i have my usual life or not i dont know...

Forget to thanks weimin cause she chat with me while on my way home... So late liao u still can chat me thanks girl haha...

It's going to be almost 1 week i never met my stead liao...

Is she still angry with me for wad i have done or say...

I just felt that our relationship is drifting further and further is it all my fault?

I really wish that our love for each other was like last time so sweet...

Is it possible for us to be like the past?

I dont know at all...

Laopo i really love u...

Wish we can be like last time...

Ok me jus reach home nia haha... Today neh nothing special lor...
But after school something really happen liao that is 1 of my friend slacker hp was kanna stolen by a sec 1 boy name ravan(omg so young ju learn how to steal thing liao)... Than alot of us was looking for that boy lor... Find him in school cant find than all of us wait for him outside school and he make around 20 to 25 people waited him for alomst 2 hour KNN... Than 1 girl say that he is inside de reflection room... Than eward came out saw we all waiting for ravan than he ju go inside liao.... Than joshua and 1 girl came out and say that eward shoot the matter to Mr cheen than all scram to the mama shop there...

Than me hear liao eward shoot to cheen me also kinda not happy shixiang also lor... So me and shixiang went back inside school to confront eward... Eward only know how to act big nia scram la u... When me and shixian shout at him his apple dont know go until where liao no ball's la eward only know how to act big infront of girls nia...

Than me xiang, joshua and another groupe people all seating at canteen there saw cheen go out think is go find them bah... Than me tell joshua to call huiqi they all go other place first... Than when cheen go find them we all go inside the reflection room find that ravan who stole slacker than 1 big group of us go inside... Saw him liao lor than as usual shixiang start Q first haha... Ask him rubbish la i also dont know than to my surpise billy also inside than he also know wad happen liao he also not happy BUT WE DONT KNOW WAD HAPPEN INSIDE THE REFLECTION ROOM HAHA... Than we all go back canteen again lol...

Look like this case wont close so easily de haha... I think tomorrow they will contiue....
Wow than like this i tomorrow wan go to school to see free show liao haha...
Tomorrow working haha... Lame
Aiya type until hand tired liao go rest already...
Tomorrow than contiue haha...

Will it change our relationship whether i'm a pai kia or guai kia...

Me dont know wor...

Actually today is me and my laopo second month dde dont know she remember anot haiz...

Forget it lor that's all i can say....

Hohoho... Lol me back frome training liao haha...
Tomorrow leh nothing special haha... Like nomral life lor haha..
Wednesday got national day performance school de very lame de lor haha.... At there march in than call those old folks home people come our school say about how poor they are or wad when they where young that time than follow up by a hand ball compeition aiya so lame sia haha...But me confirm wont go de cause IT'S SO FUCKING BOARD DE LOR... 6.30am wake up than as usual 7.30am assembly than the overall program last for only 2 hours and during that 2 hours i can sleep until happy haha...

Than 5pm meeting my suntec crew mate cause we are working that day whaha so happy can together again liao... Me siao liao haha
Than maybe they wan ton at espland than count down lor haha... Cause next day is national day haha... Than thursday leh nothing to do also haha...
Friday no school haha can sleep long long also haha...
Saturday got perofrmance chinese orchestra de haha... Than it think that's all for this week bah haha...
Me very tired liao need to get ready for tomorrow things haha... Cya

Yo jus reach home and now kinda drunk cause jus now go drinking haha... Today leh so boring cause no tuition and no work... So can sleep until very late haha... Than around 9+ huiqi sms me say that she very hungry so ok lor... I around 11+ go find her with chicken rice cause she very hungry haha....

Than i around 12.30pm ju go home liao and go buy my school shoes haha.... Than use comp until 5.20pm ju go bath than meet huiqi go buy super glue CAUSE MY ERHU DE HEAD IS BROKEN SOB SOB... Luckly huiqi is there or else i'm going to cry liao haha... Than she ju go m mart i go erhu lesson... Than meet jingxuan at my house de bus-stop haha.... Than saw laopo with her friend lol...

Than waited for jingxuan ard 20min... When reach cc the cher at there kbkb than we hack care him haha... The shuzhen going to her friend birthday party... Actually me and jingxuan dont wan to stay long de so me and JX tell lie that me, jingxuan and shuzhen going for a birthday party so we around 8 ju go liao haha... Than pei shuzhen buy birthday present lol...

Than me ju go m mart find huiqi and tiger uncle haha... At there drink beer and talk than awhile later another uncle come down than drink again 9.30pm went home with huiqi lor as walking home i walk like sotong sia haha... But in the still make it home haha...
Today really dammn happy sia my best day of my whole life thanks tiger uncle and huiqi haha...
Me mabo liao haha... Sorry if i say anything wrong haha

HILARY MAH I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz... Feeling stress and melancholy( if u dont understand wad does it mean go check the fucking dictionary).... Haiz jus dont know how to start now... It's like me and laopo quarrel on last sunday and i'm still not sure whether is she still angry with me anot.... I'm totally lost now...
I really wish that we would be like last time the moment we stead together the feeling was very hard to explain i jus wan to feel that kind of feeling again... I will be waiting for that day

Tomorrow leh my exam begin liao... And i'm still here using the comp wow so pro the me lol... But the thing is i cant go home after the exam and i also dont know y... All i can say is scold #$@$#&%% yup that's all i can scold lol... Than got tuition kiao sian sia... Also dont know wad to do liao... Cause my usual de tution at sat have change to friday liao and i'm not working on sat cause no work so i will be working on 8 August eve of national day lol... Maybe after work at suntec ton or espland haha... 7 August will be the 2 month with my laopo times fly real fast that's all i can say...

Aiya cant say much liao need to go study haha...Cya